timetogrowup87

I'm sick of:

Not knowing where I was or what I did
Making a conscious effort to avoid seeing my bank account balance
Losing/breaking everything valuable I own
Losing the people I care about
Losing 10+ years to idiotic, destructive, embarrassing, frightening behavior
Losing my appendix that became inflamed during an epic hangover
Waking up soaked in sweat, smelling like a back alley dumpster
Worrying about losing my job from being too hungover to come in
The random hookups
The blurry vision
Constantly putting myself in life threatening situations while tanked
Drinking the depression away
Not knowing what to do if I'm not going to drink
Constantly apologizing
Worrying about how I'm going to pay the bills this month

That I can see my life starting to spiral out of control

Raider

Great post. What are you planning to do about it?

Jeni26

Hello and welcome to SR



I can relate to your post. I felt that way too. Glad you're with us.

MidnightBlue

Hi, Timetogrowup. Welcome to SR!




This one rang such a loud bell for me...

Keep posting -it's a great place to find support, stay sober, and get true recovery.

Bet wishes to you.

Scampered

Welcome. I'm new to this. Stay sober.

timetogrowup87

Thank you.... glad to be here. I could have kept that post going for pages, it's encouraging to read about others who have been through similar experiences.

timetogrowup87

I don't know what I plan to do about it yet.. this was my first step. Figure out how to change a life that revolves around alcohol is my next (very broad) goal

hayley86

Welcome timetogrowup87, i was sick of all those things too. There is lots of support here. Glad you have joined us. Best wishes.

Dee74

welcome to SR - lots of support here

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