dhg66

....couple days sober after a train wreck of a 2 year relapse.

anxious, pissed off, pacing and frozen with indecision. I was sober many years and I know what I should do right now but booze has got me by the balls. Wow, it sure does get worse....

liberated

Glad you came to us! I am so very new to recovery- 16 days in today- so I don't know what to say except- get it all off your chest- we will all listen and we are all cheering you on. Pace here- between messages- . You know you can do this!

Hevyn

Welcome dhg66! You found a great place to help you with the anxiety you're enduring. I know the feelings you mentioned all too well. They will end though - and a new day will begin. Yes, it sure does get worse every time. That's why we're never going back there again.

dhg66

...nothing really to get off my chest, just am flipp'n climbing the walls....and pacing. I been drinking this feeling away for a long time and gonna try and get through the evening...been on the phone and going out to a meeting in a few hours

Mentium

All the best dgh! I hope the meeting helps! Come back here too!

foolsgold66

Welcome. I heard a good word in there, 'meeting'. Good plan. Post and read here a ton, there are folks here round the clock wherever you are, it's much harder to drink with both hands on the keyboard.

Hevyn

Yes, being here is a good distraction. It really helped me to know I wasn't alone.

least

to SR! I'm glad you found us and joined the family. You'll find lots of support here.

dhg66

thanks all