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Old 05-01-2013, 04:47 PM
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Quit now before it kills you. Were here to help!
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Old 05-01-2013, 06:36 PM
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Thank.you for all your support..
Still feeling crappy....tired but can't sleep. Laying in bed
I.just hope I feel better soon
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Old 05-01-2013, 07:58 PM
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Keep writing... Maybe journal how bad you feel. It will help pass the time and help if you ever forget. You can do this!
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Old 05-02-2013, 02:49 AM
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Hi fitness,

I have been at work all day today or I would have been here earlier!!

Missed you a lot; it is GOOD to see you. Like Starbaby said, I'm just piling on here.... you know we love you!! And you can do this....I know you can.

All you have to do right now is not pick up the first drink. How about we do it together?

Love you lots,

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Old 05-02-2013, 03:29 AM
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Just remember you don't fail when you stumble, you fail when you don't get back up again.
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Old 05-02-2013, 04:11 AM
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Hi Fitness, just got to know about your thread by checking the feb class thread, we're all in this together. I slipped a couple of weeks back so know what youre going through. Hour by hour it WILL get better. I missed the good times drinking that's why I slipped, but the bad times are just not worth the initial 'high'. wish you all the best, and post back on our thread when you feel ready- you are missed.
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Old 05-02-2013, 04:37 AM
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I finally told my girlfriend wats going on...not sure if she understand
She says she does and is not mad
...I can't believe that
(((((( fitness )))))))

I listen to Dan Savage's sex/love advice podcast and reading this one of his little catch phrases came to mind... "Learn to take yes for an answer."

Don't second guess her. Don't take advantage of her of course, but accept that she loves you and that she understands as well as she can. If she says she's not mad, believe her.

Congratulations on telling her! That is huge. Now that you're being honest you'll have a lot more support in your corner.

Good luck. Keep us posted.
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Old 05-02-2013, 05:00 AM
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Fitness, how are you doing today? I am off to a meeting because I am a little "squirrely" myself. I also had a relapse so it is a little over three weeks for me. I am dong everything I can to STAY sober this time. Come back to February; you are missed.
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Old 05-02-2013, 05:01 AM
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Think of it this way, at least you're back and trying again. Plenty of others out there who aren't. Your glass is half full today. Keep it full
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Old 05-02-2013, 05:18 AM
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Welcome back Fitness hope you feel better soon. Sober is the way to go
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Old 05-02-2013, 06:31 AM
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Hello everyone...yesterday I was a mess. It was scary. I barely slept..feel shaky
Very thirsty....I just hope today goes fast
I know only time will make me feel better. I just hope soon. I am very angry at myself. Missed two days of work..cracked my phone screen..haven't been to the gym in a week. I kno this will all pass. Thank you for being there for me
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Old 05-02-2013, 06:33 AM
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Fitness, try "sleepy time" tea. It works for me when I can't sleep due to the jitters.
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Old 05-02-2013, 06:37 AM
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Just read this post through to see if you had updated, sounds like you made it 24 hours. Congrats. Stay Strong. Prayers!
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Old 05-02-2013, 06:48 AM
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The anger will pass Fitness, the phone is fixable, and you will get your rhythm back with work and the gym. One step at a time. You're doing great.

We're here for you!!!!

Love you,

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Old 05-03-2013, 07:40 PM
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I just wanted to thank everyone for their kind words. It really meant/means a lot. I am doing better. Still feel the effects of my binge but better then yesterday. Will be coming on 48 hours around 5 am. Went to a great meeting tonight, i dont have the nerve to introduce myself to anyone, hopefully eventually I will. I just wanted to update you all and say thank you. I really dont ever want to feel that way again
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Old 05-04-2013, 07:18 AM
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Well the good news you dont ever have to feel that way again...just surrender. Ask your higher power for help. Let him take control. Were here for you as well!
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