tipper77

I feel like its time i get help. I feel like maybe this is my last shot or I will die

Nonsensical

Welcome to SR. It's a good place to find help if you're looking for it.

Why do you think this is your last shot?

tipper77

I am starting to think that i will not make it...im very depressed and angry at myself...

Dee74

Welcoem Tipper - theres a lot of support and ideas here.
I credit SR with saving my life, for sure.

whats going on?

D

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Can you tell us a little about what's bothering you? We're here to listen and support you.

tipper77

I am struggling with my drinking. I just think about all the dumb stuff i have done and people i care about not talking to me. I feel like there will never be any forgiveness. I've lost hope and no one loves me, and its all my fault. I think about how my best friend stopped talking to me two years ago because I didn't pay him back when I said I would. I was drinking at the time and now he got married and I wasn't invited. Things like that. I do get what the pint is anymore.

Hevyn

Tipper - I was exactly in the same frame of mind when I joined SR. I'm so glad you found us. You aren't alone with this, & we've all been there.

I turned into someone else when I drank - I confused everyone I know, even my own mother. I said hurtful things (didn't remember doing it), drove drunk, missed work, couldn't pay my bills - a very long list of crazy behavior all due to drinking. I turned it all around, and you can too. I drank all my life - but I now have over 5 yrs. sober. It was just a matter of admitting I couldn't touch it ever again. Yes, it was hard in the beginning - but you must admit it isn't doing a thing for you but making your life a living hell. It's never going to be fun or relaxing anymore, and you don't need it. You can get free - please stay here and give sobriety a try.

tipper77

Thank you. How do i start this process?

Legend40

is there a local outpatient counseling office near you? they can help you get started too. hope it all works out for you, we all need hope and help to get better in my opinion.