starting over - again
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People who suffer from migraines will often get one, AFTER, a stressful event is over.....the "let down" so to speak. Kind of sounds like this may be the case for you. Hoping you get some sleep tonight....tomorrow is a new day
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Originally Posted by ddrayer 
So after 32 days sober, I failed. The last 3 days have been a drunken nightmare. A bottle a day for the last 3 days. Anyway back to a meeting tonight. Its very humbling starting over again and it seems even more daunting this time. A month seems terrifying and endless.
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The dread and other emotions and thoughts that go with it are a product of the addiction. They instill a desire to keep drinking as I feared sobriety would be worse. I was wrong. Freedom is possible
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Hope you are feeling better today, check in and keep us posted. You haven't mentioned how you feel about your dog or what happened, maybe talking about it here (anonymously) will help?
Take care, glad to read that your sister is out of the hospital....and i have a cold too.
Take care, glad to read that your sister is out of the hospital....and i have a cold too.
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How right you are instant. Last night did not sleep well, anxiety is through the roof. Cold sweats hot flashes odd dreams stuffy nose headache. But other than that I'm feeling pretty darn good. Slowed down was earlier in the binge than last time so overall feeling way better only 24 hours in. I guess the main difference is my anxiety is way higher. Oh well.
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