forabetterlife

SoTired, you sound so much like myself it's uncanny. The hardest part is just getting used to sober evenings - in the beginning time just seemed to tick by. It felt uncomfortable and unsettling when we are so used to that wine buzz all night. I had quite a few stretches of sobriety over the past year and I learned something about my addiction to alcohol and about myself from each one. I am now close to six weeks without drinking and it really truly does get easier, but for me, it took about 2-3 weeks.
Good luck to you. You will be so much happier, at peace, and most of all, proud of yourself.