Blaizze

Well, I am back. I can't quit drinking on my own, I have failed myself and those I care about dearly. I will be going to an AA meeting tonight, though. Finally giving it an honest shot. I am just trying to kill some time right now I guess, and writing this helps me concentrate a little. Very scatter-brained after my 2 bottle, 3 day bender.

Sapling

Have a good meeting...Just listen and see if you can identify with what people are saying. Glad you're back.

IndaMiricale

Welcome Home

Your right where your supposed to be ... Enjoy the meeting.

aeo1313

Welcome back...a meeting is a good place to start.

Hevyn

Glad you are back, Blaizze. Sometimes we need that extra push to see the light. I failed a few times, but the last time I got it right. We know you can do this! Let us know how the meeting was.

Sobersunshine

Hope the meeting helps. I never thought I needed AA until I started going, on y doctors recommendation. I thought well I'll go to tell my dr. I went. Wow. I go almost every day and if I miss a day I don't feel as good inside. Although I ain't all fired up to go, I did approach it with an open mind. I decided to give myself over to them, basically, since I was never able to maintain sobriety for very long on my own. I realized that I actually have to do some serious WORK to stay sober. The HP, the sponsor, the BB, all of it. I used to think "one day at a time" was kinda dumb, but now I live and breathe it. I'm not religious, btw, and I'm not particularly social, either. But AA is working for me and I hope it works for you, too. Let us know how it goes.
I should add I'm new to recovery.

Sapling

That's a great post Sobersunshine....I could have written it.

Dee74

Welcome back Blaizze

sugarbear1

Glad you are back!