so sorry
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I'm glad to see you throwing yourself into recovery gunther...That's how it works. Sorry to hear about your job....But the job you have now will be the most important one of your life...It will save it.
A simple guy making his way
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Join Date: Apr 2012
Location: Maine
Posts: 7,867
Wow. I hear you all. This last weekend was a spectacular f up.
My nerves and body are still not back. I have more anxiety than I have ever.
But what is back.... And only was ever subdued ... Was my spirit.
I am tired of putting that on the back burner. I need to keep my heart out in front of me.
I have therapy tomorrow. I found someone who knows how to say the right things to me. I have actually cried in front of someone.
Time to take the stick out of my azz and open up. Let the sun in to the dark spots.
I have started making my plans for this weekend. I have a lot on the list.
I am thankful for your support.
There is nothing left to say. Just do it.
Ken
My nerves and body are still not back. I have more anxiety than I have ever.
But what is back.... And only was ever subdued ... Was my spirit.
I am tired of putting that on the back burner. I need to keep my heart out in front of me.
I have therapy tomorrow. I found someone who knows how to say the right things to me. I have actually cried in front of someone.
Time to take the stick out of my azz and open up. Let the sun in to the dark spots.
I have started making my plans for this weekend. I have a lot on the list.
I am thankful for your support.
There is nothing left to say. Just do it.
Ken
A simple guy making his way
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Join Date: Apr 2012
Location: Maine
Posts: 7,867
Just found out my first cousin Donna dies of drowning in Florida. Wow.
She was only a few years older.
That's the second first cousin in a few weeks.
While I was wasting my precious time on choosing to hurt myself someone in my family was dying without their consent.
This may sound dramatic but we all must choose to not die by our own consent.
That means drinking and drugging.
Means not feeling sorry for ourselves. Ok... Myself.
I have heard this before here by so many. I am ready. I am ready.
This is my turn.
She was only a few years older.
That's the second first cousin in a few weeks.
While I was wasting my precious time on choosing to hurt myself someone in my family was dying without their consent.
This may sound dramatic but we all must choose to not die by our own consent.
That means drinking and drugging.
Means not feeling sorry for ourselves. Ok... Myself.
I have heard this before here by so many. I am ready. I am ready.
This is my turn.
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