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I can't reply to you personally cause you're inbox is full...

so ...

im writing this 'en publique'

it's to generalistic to compromise anything I think...if not...

my inbox isn't full...reply I will delete this...

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i've added a quote in my signature....no two quotes.....

ive become to like appreciate the pain that life throws at me all the time...

I mean...addiction is death, so I'm dead allready, this give me freedom to do what I want, kinda living on borrowed time

I''m enjoying being spiritual more then being wasted, even tough it comes with all the fuss/pain that life is.

secondly...

I cannot change the world. So i'm changing myself...

It comes down to that,
Been barking up the wrong tree, there's a whole forest of trees, so i'm looking another for another one..
And...i'm picking the wrong fights....so looking for weaker opponents and i'm using some weapons now (meditation stones etc.)

last.

its really quite a powerfull feeling, that your ratio and emotions are telling you'll die of anxiety,
and actually surviving it...time and time again...



love