Sapling

You sound like a prime candidate for AA...It's free....You meet people just like you...Alcoholics..That don't drink...They've been where you are...They got out of it...And they want to show you how to do it...It's probably what your shrink would recommend....What's your excuse for not trying it?

Zencat

Work can do that to a person.

Relapsing can happen in recovery, not 'part of recovery' is unfortunately true. Chronic relapsing wile in recovery can be hugely disappointing, I know how that can be. What I found helpful was to adjust my recovery plan to include different strategies of recovery.

SMART Recovery, CBT, DBT and anything secular that helps is my remedy.

Hang-in there (((((Suic))))) you can do this.

Sapling

I guess you posted while I was typing...Good...Try and go in there with an open mind and listen. If you want to change your life....This will do it.

suic

I've done step one. I've known that for years... lol. Now, why did I stop there? There are 11 others that need to be utilized. It's not a one step program.

Sapling

It's a start...I'd love to see you get better....Give it all you got. It's up to you.