Schwaber77

Thank you everyone, I know I'm doing things as best as I can but my heart is still broken. Today is the day, the day to deal with as yesterday is gone and tomorrow is not here yet, I know this but it's just very hard. I know this will bother me for the rest of my life, I've lost the one I intended on spending the rest of my life, what I imagined as being my perfect mate, and now she's gone.

artsoul

I'm so sorry you're going through all this, Schwaber. I just wanted to add my support to the others here who care about you. I also thought about anti-depressants when I read your post - it might be a wise thing to talk to your doctor about it. It's hard enough going through all the healing we need to do in sobriety. Add stress, grief and depression, and it makes it that much harder. Anyway, just a thought.....

tallcactus

((Schwaber77))

Squizz

I laughed hard at this for some reason.