Lipitor

ive done it my friends

drinking now...

three glasses of very expensive wine.

I stuffed up

bugger

bugger
bugger it


im so sorry if i have let anyone down on this site.


Im just so bloody human..

fragile. really


KInd regards and goodnight..

I have failed...based on , my partner leaving because I DONT DRINK


Ill sleep it off ....


Im so sorry to reggiewane, reset, lafemme, anna, and all my new friends..

I have screwed up

Bugger

L

BurningChrome

This is a "setback". You WILL get over it and overcome! Takes time, give it time!

Lipitor

im buggered now....what the hell

8 to 10 weeks

thanks my friend.

got to sleep

sorry
L

I feel like a jerk now

L

Belier

hi - I am in Sydney too and have seen you around the site and you have been very encouraging, you have been so inspiring to me and I trust you will get back on track. If you want to talk or pm let me know. You are a great guy and many on SR are here wanting the best for you.

aasharon90

Using this experience will make you stronger as
you pick urself up, dust urself off and know that
ur soul purpose in life is to help others still suffering
from addiction.

I know this because I wanted to die 20 yrs ago as
I downed a hand full of pills to end the craziness.

A family intervention and 28 day stay in rehab saved
my life as i was set on a path of recovery to share my
own experiences strengths and hopes of what it was like
before during and after drinking.

I couldnt save my marriage but i sure can be responsible
to save myself a day at a time with a recovery program
in place.

So can you.

FNB3

Learn something about yourself through this and get back on the horse asap. Don't beat yourself for what you have done because that is just the addict in you trying to keep you feeling bad enough to keep drinking.

Well, it's a good thing that you don't really care about counting days now. While I would never encourage a relapse it CAN put things into perspective for you and they can be built on. All that you know and have learned haven't just flown out the window in a moment of weakness. Let this be a positive step in your progression towards sobriety.

Lipitor

thanks for the sentiment....i appreciate your honesty

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Fandy

Lips, please know that i have been there too...you will feel differently tomorrow. and if you stopped once, you CAN stop again..post later.

you haven't let us down, just yourself...and you can forgive yourself and decide what you want to do...chances are you do want to contnue to stay sober.

Mark75

Before we get recovered, the only antidote to pain we know is... to pick up. Recovery is about learning a new way to deal with our pain, disappointments and how to actually feel them. We feel pain so acutely... but we also feel the good stuff... when we recover.

Recovery is soooooo much more than just not drinking. Not drinking is just the prerequisite.... When you are ready, there is a way out, a new way of living...

jimmydean

Hi Lipitor, woke up this morning to read all of your posts on SR, really sorry to hear about your situation. Nobody here is going to judge you so don't feel the need to be sorry. Hopefully you started today stronger and can pick up where you left off.

Soberween

Hi Lipitor: I did the same thing last weekend. Today I am feeling good and not nearly as bad as the day following my relapse and I think it is because I stopped the relapse after the one day and did not turn it into a four day bender or something horrible like that. Make a concerted effort to not drink today and you will start to feel more hopeful. Make some enhancements to your prior recovery plan. I stepped it up a bit this week by making sure I was busy every single night whether it be at a meeting or at the gym. Whatever works for you. Don't be too hard on yourself. You've done great for the past few months and no one can take that away from you. Good luck!

mirage

(((Lipitor)))..I just read these too. Sorry you're going through all this.