I can't believe it's been two years.
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I can't believe it's been two years.
I've been a member of this forum for two years now, and I still haven't done a damn thing with myself. I've spent the past two years compromising that I could control this addiction. I keep making new guidlines for when I can drink. I keep failing, and going back to drinking daily. I'm tired of it. I'm taking my life back right now.
Just had to get that off my chest.
Just had to get that off my chest.
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I'm kind of an all or nothing person (self destructive). I just think none of this is better than all of it. I keep trying to set guidelines for my drinking, I follow them for a couple months or something, and then I just go back to drinking every day. In all honesty the biggest thing that scares me is that I'm afraid of getting Diabetes.
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I'm kind of an all or nothing person (self destructive). I just think none of this is better than all of it. I keep trying to set guidelines for my drinking, I follow them for a couple months or something, and then I just go back to drinking every day. In all honesty the biggest thing that scares me is that I'm afraid of getting Diabetes.
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Absolutely same here...and today, I have been sober 30 days. That's the first step...realizing that despite trying only wine, only weekends, only one drink, only 2 drinks, only good wine...on and on...I always end up at a blackout and I always will. You've reached it...the first day of the rest of your life...congrats!!
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