getr345

I don't like ANY video of myself and the few videos that I have seen where I am drunk or otherwise being too loud and verbose, well...it mortifies me. So I don't wanna look at any of that stuff, and would rather imagine that it doesn't exist, and moving forward from my new perspective...it doesn't. That's NOT who I am any more.

tmbg

I have pictures of me looking glassy-eyed and dopey. To prove I had a problem, a friend played back audio of me drunk-talking. Talk about embarrassment! The slurring, drunk "logic"/ridiculous things said. As others have mentioned, the even though you can delete the physical evidence, the brain keeps the memory as there's never going to be a time when I can look back and laugh.

Chakra

I'm glad to have that photo as a reminder of how ridiculous I look. bleh

SlvrMag

Not knowing how you look now being healthy, your 'then' pic isn't that bad. I can tell you're buzzed, but it's not horrible. Would you, or can you post an 'after' picture?

Just curious, hope I don't sound weird asking that LOL!

GettingStronger2

Thank goodnes, no, I have not ever seen that! Shivers at the thought!