Kmber2010

Huggs Dub. Hope everything settles down and your daughter comes around. Much like others.....I can only say the best thing for you and what is going on is sobriety.

Stay strong and do your best my friend.

Fandy

she is reaching out to her brother which is good....hopefully she will tell him where she is and you can reach her physically. Once she is back with family, you can get her the help she so desperately needs.

as for your head exploding? I think I've experienced that....I was somewhat sober, sitting at my desk at work, having a very difficult arguement with Mr. Fandy....I was so upset and so angry, i heard a roaring in my ears, i blacked out while sitting at my desk, woke up drooling with my head slumped sideways and realized i had also lost control of my bladder....this frightened me.

I went to a neurologist, spent a week in the hospital, turns out I have a small aneurysm in my interior carotid artery sitting in my head/neck area.

you don't drag anyone down, we all post here for support and to vent to each other.

I hope today brings you some success in dealing with your child.

dedubya

i woke up after sleeping a million hours- and thought this might help...still freeking out. think i might take the dogs for a walk today. would someone tell me what else could happen to me? This is almost putting me over the edge. the edge meaning mind control. i will not let that happen hopefully. Mr pity myself, i am so far from that but this post sounds like self pity- i do love my life and my family. i dont pity myself, i dont even know what pity means really.....
lets see what happens
later and out
dub

Mark75

Just have some faith (it doesn't have to be God faith)... faith that you will get through it. Hell yea it sucks, that's why so many people don't even try, or have to try over and over. It gets better dub. Don't stop.

Seems like you are in the worst of it. Ride it out.

dedubya

hey mark- i am going to tackle this. thanks man.
dub

by the way i do believe in God, and if someone else doesnt i dont judge them. just me......

Severian

The edge has no rails, but if the thought that you'll need your wits about you just in case she tries to contact you doesn't keep you from going over, rails never would either.