Day 14
Day 14
well this day started out pretty nice...then when I went to a meeting at lunch break I got insecure and stuff. it's becoming less since I poked around on the site for a bit.
I gotta look for the positive, be grateful for something in front of me, and STAY IN TODAY. I will get back into the unit of today; of what today is about for me....work right now and then meetings and recovery time after work. that's it. nice day. I'm grateful that i am free to have a full recovery type evening. I almost expect to be feeling much better by then if not real soon.
I still haven't had any big urges this time around. that's a relief, but for me it is not a sign of sucess. sucess is not using today. and for that to happen i must change today--not change tomorrow. i must live today and do the next right thing as best I can.
so I guess i should make myself available for work since lunchtime is now over!
I gotta look for the positive, be grateful for something in front of me, and STAY IN TODAY. I will get back into the unit of today; of what today is about for me....work right now and then meetings and recovery time after work. that's it. nice day. I'm grateful that i am free to have a full recovery type evening. I almost expect to be feeling much better by then if not real soon.
I still haven't had any big urges this time around. that's a relief, but for me it is not a sign of sucess. sucess is not using today. and for that to happen i must change today--not change tomorrow. i must live today and do the next right thing as best I can.
so I guess i should make myself available for work since lunchtime is now over!
Two weeks is wonderful. Two weeks staying in today is even better. We only get to live one day at a time so it's best to stay in today instead of regretting yesterday and fearing tomorrow.
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