Best of luck to you Matt.
I do understand where you are coming from. I went back and forth on that when I was in my first year as well. And like others have said here...I do my best to practice moderation in all areas of my life
I can't help but throw out a "Please be careful and don't drink, no matter what" It is the Mom in me but I am concerned about you as you are so green and new to sobriety.