My Clean-Day
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My Clean-Day
Well Yeappp!!! My 5- Month Clean and serene, Day
I just Pray that soon I could be Looking at a hall year which I could
of been there if I hadden relapse on that 4th of July Day,
But is all Good you Live, and Learn, and is funny cause when I relapse on the 4th of July, the following Day I was supose to make 6 month Ohh!! God Help me
well with my Buddy Paulos making those Meetings is a Life savor so
if I get triggers specially Now on the Holidays, the Spanish tradition
well I think every body in there family dos it, we have the tendency
of Drinking Coquito!! with Liquor in it!! which is call in English, Eggnog
so I'm going to make it my Business Not to visit no relatives this Holidays, I got to be honest with my self, I know I'm not strong enough to say "No" yet
you Got to know your self, specially this freaking "Disease of Addiction"
it creeps on you, by the time you know you be saying Ho! Ho! Ho! give me more lol
I'm sorry I/m just trying to find the lite sigh of all this, that we as addicts face on our daily living!!!! well that's all for now!!!!!!!!
I just Pray that soon I could be Looking at a hall year which I could
of been there if I hadden relapse on that 4th of July Day,
But is all Good you Live, and Learn, and is funny cause when I relapse on the 4th of July, the following Day I was supose to make 6 month Ohh!! God Help me
well with my Buddy Paulos making those Meetings is a Life savor so
if I get triggers specially Now on the Holidays, the Spanish tradition
well I think every body in there family dos it, we have the tendency
of Drinking Coquito!! with Liquor in it!! which is call in English, Eggnog
so I'm going to make it my Business Not to visit no relatives this Holidays, I got to be honest with my self, I know I'm not strong enough to say "No" yet
you Got to know your self, specially this freaking "Disease of Addiction"
it creeps on you, by the time you know you be saying Ho! Ho! Ho! give me more lol
I'm sorry I/m just trying to find the lite sigh of all this, that we as addicts face on our daily living!!!! well that's all for now!!!!!!!!
It's time to change!
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Great job, Butterfly! I hope you are proud of yourself.... I certainly am of you! You have inspired me that this really can be done, One day at a time! Good for you in knowing you need to put some space in visiting drinking relatives this holiday season and continue going to your meetings. I had to do that for Thanksgiving and ended up having one of the best ever.
Keep us updated.
Hugs & my best to you!!
Nicki
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Keep us updated.
Hugs & my best to you!!
Nicki
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Originally Posted by helpme1242008 
Congrats on your 5 month sobriety...what a great accomplishment.
The longest I have ever gone without drinking was 3 months.
Congrats again,
XOXO
The longest I have ever gone without drinking was 3 months.
Congrats again,
XOXO
Don't worry I know you would be there too we all are
"One Day at a Time" Thanx
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Congrats on 5 months! I had to reread your post (yeah, I'm a little slow!). You relapsed after 6 MONTHS sober. Wow! You don't need to share what I"m going to ask, but how did that happen? Were you thinking it was going to? Did it hit you out of left field? I don't mean to be out of line, just really curious.
I hit 6 months in a couple of weeks....I intend to be Vewwwwy Careful!
Again, Butterfly, a Big Congrats for getting right back with it!
I hit 6 months in a couple of weeks....I intend to be Vewwwwy Careful!
Again, Butterfly, a Big Congrats for getting right back with it!
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Originally Posted by coffeenut
Congrats on 5 months! I had to reread your post (yeah, I'm a little slow!). You relapsed after 6 MONTHS sober. Wow! You don't need to share what I"m going to ask, but how did that happen? Were you thinking it was going to? Did it hit you out of left field? I don't mean to be out of line, just really curious.
I hit 6 months in a couple of weeks....I intend to be Vewwwwy Careful!
Again, Butterfly, a Big Congrats for getting right back with it!
I hit 6 months in a couple of weeks....I intend to be Vewwwwy Careful!
Again, Butterfly, a Big Congrats for getting right back with it!
Well How did it creep up on me when I was about to hit the Big 6-month
well with me it was I was to Immature,I Guess I need it to grow up
some more, "Please by all means that doesnt mean go ahead and get
a License and get Wasted" and the Pressure of been a Newly wed
it was taking its toll on me and me, and my Spouse, we were growing apart
and Argumental, and he star it been abusive Verbally, and Emotionally
with me, so that did it for me I hit the Bottom of Pain, and Loneliness,
and Fear, & Anger,all type of Emotions took over me and by the time
I realize I was Drinking so Be careful with your Emotions when ever
you encounter a ruff traumatizing situation,
Now I learn I got stronger and Wiser and Got to learn more about me
Now I Run and make Meetings God Bless and Congrats:atv
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