wiscgirl30

Me too Ang. Doesn't feel good does it? We need to keep trying....
We can both start our day 2 again tomorrow. Keep your chin up....

angie9

thanks all Im lucky to have your support and pipes Im sorry if this sounds rude but you dont know me or what Im going through so Im going to ignore you if I get on ya wick thats your problem just dont bother answering my posts Ill cope!!
Ang

scaredykat

Hugs to you (((((Angie)))))). Dee said it better then i could of.

As to the drinking just don't beat yourself up and try again.

Hang in there. I'm praying for you.

Barb

calfritch

dont be too hard on yourself. the important thing is that you want to quit just dont give up on trying

Introvrtd1

You were there for me.........

Im here for you.

Just go ahead and get better.

Intro

Pilgrim

I wish I was in Auckland to give you a hug hun.

I am so sorry for all you are going through.

All my love to you tonight.

Steph

indigo

Please don't beat yourself up, take care of yourself. Today is another day. Sending a big comforting hug.

Alyce14

Hi Angie9,

I am constantly mortified by what people are going through here that is so much worse than my problems.

Yet we all turn to addiction.

I am here for you too,
Alyce

cece1960

(((Angie)))
Recovery is a process, not an event, and during that process there are often bumps, (or mountains) to get over.
Don't beat yourself up, applaud yourself for recognizing a wrong turn, and your commitment to proceed.
I peak in every once in a while from Friends and Family...I can't describe the strength love and dedication I see everyday.
(((Hugs)))
Cece

Tazman53

Angie pick your self up, dust off, and let yesterday be yesterday! You can change nothing that has already happened, there is nothing to be gained by you beating up on your self.

You and your children deserve so much better then the situation you are in now, where you are at right now is not going to lead to anything but you being in even greater danger then you are now, if he killed you would you want him to raise the kids? Of course being in jail (Hopefully) he couldn't, where would that leave the kids?

Hon there is help out there for you and your family, all it takes is a phone call to get it, think strictly of your kids and not your self, do not use HOPE to do your thinking for you, you can hope he will quit beating you, but the reality of it all is that men who beat their loved ones never stop, the reality of it all is they get worse.

Use reality to do your thinking and pick up that phone and get your kids help, get the help you need from AA or where ever else you can. AA can help you with your drinking, some one in AA may or may not be able to point you in the right direction to get you and your kids into a safe enviroment.

You and your kids will be in my prayers, this is one of the few times you will hear this old drunk saying you have a priority equal to not drinking, your childrens safety.

gypsytears

Good advice from Taz Ang.

Are you safe today... how are the kids? Thinking of you hun .

angie9

thankyou Im fine today Chris has being good so far in fact saying we can keep the computor and he will still pay for it. Yes drinking that night was dumb in fact if it makes sence Im relieved that today Im back to being sober I difinately like that feeling no hangovers etc. Ill keep you all updated and thanks for being there thats why I hope I can still have a putor as I come here heaps of times in the day even if I dont post its nice to be around lovely people

rloomer

Keep faith anj. We love you