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Well I feel a little better today. I didn't go to a meeting but just being with my sister really helps.
I went to see my grandmother today and we had lunch at her assisted living apartment. She miises her daughter so badly. I just sat there with her and cried for an hour after lunch.
I come home tomorrow and I can't help but feel like **** about it. I don't want to ever leave my family again. I don't want to miss anything. I told my sister that her babies aren't babies anymore and I missed it. Everything is happening and I'm missing it. It just hurts is all.
I think maybe after I take care of my legal obligations back home I might just move down here. I've been away from my family for far too long
I went to see my grandmother today and we had lunch at her assisted living apartment. She miises her daughter so badly. I just sat there with her and cried for an hour after lunch.
I come home tomorrow and I can't help but feel like **** about it. I don't want to ever leave my family again. I don't want to miss anything. I told my sister that her babies aren't babies anymore and I missed it. Everything is happening and I'm missing it. It just hurts is all.
I think maybe after I take care of my legal obligations back home I might just move down here. I've been away from my family for far too long
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Damn that sounds firmiliar, that is what it took for me, when I left home I did it for 7 years without seeing ANY family it was so hard!!!! Baby I am so glad to hear the strength in you!!!! Keep strong!!!!!!!
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yeah my mom came to visit me last week and it was such a comfort to have family around. i barely ever see my family so when she left it was a little hard especially because she has been my biggest supporter through this whole recovery process. keep strong Rob, we're here!!
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But then again I wasn't exactly a prize!
OK, enough with the apologies. I'm not accepting any more sorries cuz they're totally unnecessary, there's nothing to apologize for. Dust yourself off and get back on the wagon. It's Day 1 in sobriety. Make it a good one.
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I agree with Astro!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hang on you missed a spot Rob get me get that dirt! Come on!!!! Your a good ole boy remember falling off the horse? You get pissed but get right back on!!!!! Eventually you learn to stay on that damn horse!!!!!!!!
Hang on you missed a spot Rob get me get that dirt! Come on!!!! Your a good ole boy remember falling off the horse? You get pissed but get right back on!!!!! Eventually you learn to stay on that damn horse!!!!!!!!
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Hi Rob how are you? Just checking in ( again)......I hope you have a good day, I know your suppose to be back to work today and all.....JUST DO NOT OVERWHELM YOURSELF!!!!!!!! it is a big trigger!
( page from a journal)
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I am so scared, I don't know if he is home in Minn or if he is in jail or if he is just on his way home from GA.....I haven't heard anything I am scared. Maybe because my life is falling apart and I want my Rob!!!!! I miss my friend!!!!!!!!
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He is on a work release program right now hon, he was allowed to go to his mothers funeral........My Rob has had his share of problems but he manned up............hopefully he was able to get my package today before he checked back in though............lol sent him 4 different cans of spam...............lol I found bbq spam.......lol
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