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Old 10-15-2007, 07:16 AM
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Old 10-15-2007, 07:53 AM
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hey rob, sending you support....k
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Old 10-15-2007, 09:36 AM
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Just for Today Rob. Start over. Go to a meeting....you know what to do.
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Old 10-15-2007, 10:19 AM
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good luck Rob!
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Old 10-15-2007, 01:28 PM
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Rob, don't give up. Today is another day. You can try again.

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Old 10-15-2007, 02:52 PM
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Well I feel a little better today. I didn't go to a meeting but just being with my sister really helps.
I went to see my grandmother today and we had lunch at her assisted living apartment. She miises her daughter so badly. I just sat there with her and cried for an hour after lunch.

I come home tomorrow and I can't help but feel like **** about it. I don't want to ever leave my family again. I don't want to miss anything. I told my sister that her babies aren't babies anymore and I missed it. Everything is happening and I'm missing it. It just hurts is all.

I think maybe after I take care of my legal obligations back home I might just move down here. I've been away from my family for far too long
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Old 10-15-2007, 03:07 PM
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Damn that sounds firmiliar, that is what it took for me, when I left home I did it for 7 years without seeing ANY family it was so hard!!!! Baby I am so glad to hear the strength in you!!!! Keep strong!!!!!!!
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Old 10-15-2007, 03:37 PM
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yeah my mom came to visit me last week and it was such a comfort to have family around. i barely ever see my family so when she left it was a little hard especially because she has been my biggest supporter through this whole recovery process. keep strong Rob, we're here!!
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Old 10-15-2007, 03:44 PM
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A rough night. tonight. I spoke with my ex and I went to the bar with my sister. Sorry guys. sorry astro, sorry pam
Hey Rob, I spent a lot of years drinking because of my ex.
But then again I wasn't exactly a prize!

OK, enough with the apologies. I'm not accepting any more sorries cuz they're totally unnecessary, there's nothing to apologize for. Dust yourself off and get back on the wagon. It's Day 1 in sobriety. Make it a good one.
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Old 10-15-2007, 06:11 PM
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I agree with Astro!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hang on you missed a spot Rob get me get that dirt! Come on!!!! Your a good ole boy remember falling off the horse? You get pissed but get right back on!!!!! Eventually you learn to stay on that damn horse!!!!!!!!
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Old 10-15-2007, 06:23 PM
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thanks for your honesty Bloomer.
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Old 10-16-2007, 12:46 AM
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Wahooooooooooooooooooo sorry............lol called bad sence of humor @ 345am............. wish you were here, so need to talk to you........
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Old 10-16-2007, 06:04 AM
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Hi Rob how are you? Just checking in ( again)......I hope you have a good day, I know your suppose to be back to work today and all.....JUST DO NOT OVERWHELM YOURSELF!!!!!!!! it is a big trigger!
( page from a journal)
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Old 10-16-2007, 10:00 AM
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hey rob, drinking isn't going to make the grieving process any easier, you know..


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Old 10-16-2007, 02:40 PM
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Tuesday afternoon, I need a loomer-Q, and the chef is MIA.

Hellooooooooooooooo Rob!:ghug3
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Old 10-16-2007, 05:10 PM
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I am so scared, I don't know if he is home in Minn or if he is in jail or if he is just on his way home from GA.....I haven't heard anything I am scared. Maybe because my life is falling apart and I want my Rob!!!!! I miss my friend!!!!!!!!
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Old 10-16-2007, 05:12 PM
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Why do you think he is in jail?
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Old 10-16-2007, 05:21 PM
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He is on a work release program right now hon, he was allowed to go to his mothers funeral........My Rob has had his share of problems but he manned up............hopefully he was able to get my package today before he checked back in though............lol sent him 4 different cans of spam...............lol I found bbq spam.......lol
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Old 10-16-2007, 06:32 PM
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Rob I pray you are ok! Stay Strong hon and remember we can handle it! LOL BTW your letter is now 93 pages.........lol Can't wait for you to see the pics!
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