24 hour Recovery connections part 518
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Originally Posted by goose333 
Yesterday was my Lori's birthday. I miss her so much. My daughter took me to lunch yesterday to a restaurant we'd never been to in an area we seldom go to. Everything about the restaurant, the area, the drive, reminded me of Lori. Slowly things have seemed like they were getting bearable for me, but today is like I just been hit in the face with all of it again. My AV has been talking to me lately. I know I can't. It would destroy me and everything I've worked so hard for. But a big part of me says what difference does it make anymore. I miss her so much and it hurts so so bad. Please give me strength.
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Sending love and support to you all 
And extra hugs to ((((Goose)))) and ((((Tanky))))
And ((((Vovo)))) and anyone who needs a hug.
I’m here for 24 hours sober please. Monday 8th March, 6.40am.
I’ve asked God to help me stay sober, it’s too hard trying to do it on my own.
And extra hugs to ((((Goose)))) and ((((Tanky))))
And ((((Vovo)))) and anyone who needs a hug.
I’m here for 24 hours sober please. Monday 8th March, 6.40am.
I’ve asked God to help me stay sober, it’s too hard trying to do it on my own.
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Originally Posted by goose333 View Post (24 hour Recovery connections part 518)
Yesterday was my Lori's birthday. I miss her so much. My daughter took me to lunch yesterday to a restaurant we'd never been to in an area we seldom go to. Everything about the restaurant, the area, the drive, reminded me of Lori. Slowly things have seemed like they were getting bearable for me, but today is like I just been hit in the face with all of it again. My AV has been talking to me lately. I know I can't. It would destroy me and everything I've worked so hard for. But a big part of me says what difference does it make anymore. I miss her so much and it hurts so so bad. Please give me strength.
Yesterday was my Lori's birthday. I miss her so much. My daughter took me to lunch yesterday to a restaurant we'd never been to in an area we seldom go to. Everything about the restaurant, the area, the drive, reminded me of Lori. Slowly things have seemed like they were getting bearable for me, but today is like I just been hit in the face with all of it again. My AV has been talking to me lately. I know I can't. It would destroy me and everything I've worked so hard for. But a big part of me says what difference does it make anymore. I miss her so much and it hurts so so bad. Please give me strength.
It matters because you matter - and I suspect your wife would say something like that too, Goose
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