24 Hour Recovery Connections Part 431
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Originally Posted by venuscat 
We need to be trying to do things that help you baby....lots of us have had way too much going on lately. 
But you cannot get lost...we adore you....you mean the world to me.....come closer....post more....talk to us...and we will tell that AV exactly how to take a flying leap into the coldest river in the UK.
Love you sweetie. ♥♥
But you cannot get lost...we adore you....you mean the world to me.....come closer....post more....talk to us...and we will tell that AV exactly how to take a flying leap into the coldest river in the UK.
Love you sweetie.
♥♥The thing is I don't know what to post. I'm just a little lost and can't bring myself to reach out. Isolation probably and that doesn't end well does it?
As bad as the taper on my current medication is I'm dreading the new ones even more. It scares me to mess with my system and try something new. But that was the advice given and so I'm going with it. I'm keeping up with my diet and exercise a little better now so perhaps all combined will help me to get on an even keel soon. This depression and anxiety was the reason I turned to alcohol in the first place. I know that will never ever be the answer but it really is hard to stay on the right path and do what helps me when inside all I want to do is hide away some days.
In reality life is so much better. I suspect though that in my efforts to make it up to my girls and loved ones I've neglected myself. Just very disappointed to be back in the same hole I was in 17 years ago.
So I'm on day 8 of a 15 day taper and then new medication. Half way there and then let's hope I can tip-toe back to a stable frame of mind.
Lots of love to you all and 24 more please
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