24Hour Recovery Connections Part 363
awake early so I'm getting my prorities right by signing up for another day---------------4.05AM down under.
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Originally Posted by Bubovski 
Oooooh! My post to 'Secular Connections' has not gone through, a technological hitch perhaps~~~~~~
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Originally Posted by Bubovski
Oooooh! My post to 'Secular Connections' has not gone through, a technological hitch perhaps~~~~~~
Check back and see if it went through.
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Hi Dee and all have not been on for a long time the virus I have yet is harming parts of my nerves in fingers and arms and feet.. we are trying hard to find a good reason why and to stop the movement of the numbing... It is the virus that started in Jan.. took my breath. for a couple of days.. and then a funny pain in my right arm and down my left leg.. have seen a couple of Doc... hey Lady you are not getting younger.. repeated movement .. son I'll give you repeated movement.. so Bobby and Tucker(the dog.. raked my front yard for a 10.00 bill chocolate for Bobby and treat for Tucker.. and he still barked at me. mmm Bobby have to let him know that is not words. hahahahahah I feel ok. just am number in fingers once in awhile.. did have atiny bit of Green Beer on Sat. funny it tasted like green dish soap. iiciicikkkkkkk.... won't do that again... all of you kids and beans be safe out there .. think of you often say prayers for all before I turn out the lights.. love ardy
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Originally Posted by SoberLeigh
SayAnything!!!! ❤️ ❤️❤️❤️❤️
So very good to see you!
Well done on 20 days
So very good to see you!
Well done on 20 days
Thanks, all, for the warm welcome!
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Originally Posted by lyddie
Day One again for me this morning. But the good news is that I now seem to be able to go almost 5 days without drinking the past two weeks which is a great improvement over the past 3 or 4 months.
So my intent of the day is to not only not drink today but to not run away and hide from SR. I have been thinking about shame and how much control I have given to it for most of my life. Shame kept me from admitting that I have had problems - not just alcohol - and kept me from persisting with trying to get help. And it actually was a motivating force when I was sober for so many years - I was so ashamed of my drinking behavior that my main motivation for not drinking was to not let people see "that I was a bad person because I couldn't drink normally". Sorry for rambling here - just trying to work through a mix of emotions and thoughts.
So my intent of the day is to not only not drink today but to not run away and hide from SR. I have been thinking about shame and how much control I have given to it for most of my life. Shame kept me from admitting that I have had problems - not just alcohol - and kept me from persisting with trying to get help. And it actually was a motivating force when I was sober for so many years - I was so ashamed of my drinking behavior that my main motivation for not drinking was to not let people see "that I was a bad person because I couldn't drink normally". Sorry for rambling here - just trying to work through a mix of emotions and thoughts.
In the community I grew up in....it's OK to say I guess....I'm Jewish. And Australian....and hey, those two things do not go with alcoholic. Not a chance. There are not any Jewish Australian alcoholics....that is what I was told.....errr......I have met a few in the rooms. Here of course it is different, far more Jewish people, but I spent so many years ashamed. Deeply ashamed. My mother told me I should be.
I didn't know she was wrong.
Damn lyddie love....it's not fair we have had to feel ashamed for so long. This dang disease is enough to deal with.
Love that you are talking....so glad that you are here. Onwards honey, together.
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Originally Posted by ardy
Hi Dee and all have not been on for a long time the virus I have yet is harming parts of my nerves in fingers and arms and feet.. we are trying hard to find a good reason why and to stop the movement of the numbing... It is the virus that started in Jan.. took my breath. for a couple of days.. and then a funny pain in my right arm and down my left leg.. have seen a couple of Doc... hey Lady you are not getting younger.. repeated movement .. son I'll give you repeated movement.. so Bobby and Tucker(the dog.. raked my front yard for a 10.00 bill chocolate for Bobby and treat for Tucker.. and he still barked at me. mmm Bobby have to let him know that is not words. hahahahahah I feel ok. just am number in fingers once in awhile.. did have atiny bit of Green Beer on Sat. funny it tasted like green dish soap. iiciicikkkkkkk.... won't do that again... all of you kids and beans be safe out there .. think of you often say prayers for all before I turn out the lights.. love ardy
♥♥Thinking that we can all do with out that green beer though, or any colour beer.
Love you. ♥♥
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