24Hour Recovery Connection Part 340
Yay!! It's Friday...the weekend is just around the corner and I'm so excited. Because, guess what? This weekend I don't have to be controlled by a drug, offend the people I love, put myself in dangerous situations, black out, torture myself about what I may or may not have done and go back to work on Monday morning hating myself just that little bit more.
I'm free!!!! And there is no better feeling than feeling free.
Congratulations marvellous milestoners. .. 24 more hours for me please xxxx
I'm free!!!! And there is no better feeling than feeling free.
Congratulations marvellous milestoners. .. 24 more hours for me please xxxx
We do not become healers.
We came as healers. We are.
Some of us are still catching up to what we are.
We do not become storytellers.
We came as carriers of the stories
we and our ancestors actually lived. We are.
Some of us are still catching up to what we are.
We do not become artists. We came as artists. We are.
Some of us are still catching up to what we are.
We do not become writers.. dancers.. musicians.. helpers.. peacemakers. We came as such. We are.
Some of us are still catching up to what we are.
We do not learn to love in this sense.
We came as Love. We are Love.
Some of us are still catching up to who we truly are.
- A Simple Prayer for Remembering the Motherlode by Clarissa Pinkola Estes from The Contemplari manuscript ©200g0
We came as healers. We are.
Some of us are still catching up to what we are.
We do not become storytellers.
We came as carriers of the stories
we and our ancestors actually lived. We are.
Some of us are still catching up to what we are.
We do not become artists. We came as artists. We are.
Some of us are still catching up to what we are.
We do not become writers.. dancers.. musicians.. helpers.. peacemakers. We came as such. We are.
Some of us are still catching up to what we are.
We do not learn to love in this sense.
We came as Love. We are Love.
Some of us are still catching up to who we truly are.
- A Simple Prayer for Remembering the Motherlode by Clarissa Pinkola Estes from The Contemplari manuscript ©200g0
Happy Birthday Awake!! My birthday gift to you will be a repeat of what I read at a tube station on my way into work this morning. In London, the tube stations have quotes of the day written on white boards. This morning, one of them said....
Smiles are contagious so keep Smiling
Go Forth and contaminate as many as you can!
Made me smile. Hope you have a lovely birthday xx
Smiles are contagious so keep Smiling
Go Forth and contaminate as many as you can!
Made me smile. Hope you have a lovely birthday xx
Weev in for 24 more at 12:30 pm. Called unsuitable man yesterday out of loneliness, he just cancelled on me and I'm lonelier than ever now, even though it's a relief. So I came to talk to you guys. Going to walk dog up a hill in the fresh air and sunshine now. On my own. Pooh. More tears.
No more tears for The Unsuitable!!!!! He is not worthy of our Weav.
no such thing as a perfect parent jo. Thank goodness. Because if there was such a thing as a perfect parent, that perfect parent would make the rest of us feel really bad.
Sounds like you are doing an awesome job jo. Remember, this stuff is difficult.... It's not meant to be easy. Keep doing what you're doing. Your girls are so lucky to have you xxxx
Sounds like you are doing an awesome job jo. Remember, this stuff is difficult.... It's not meant to be easy. Keep doing what you're doing. Your girls are so lucky to have you xxxx
Weev love and hugs
Good morning beautiful people
Here I’m for my regular check in 24 more for this alcoholic soul
Self-realization is not a matter of withdrawal from a corrupt world or narcissistic contemplation of oneself. An individual becomes a person by enjoying the world and contributing to it.
—Francine Klagsbrun
After we admitted our self-destructive patterns and gave them up, there were many days when we said, "Now what? Is that all there is? I need some answers. How should I live? How can I feel whole? How can I feel like a real person?" These questions may feel too painful to answer. These are among the first spiritual questions we encounter in recovery, and we must not hide or escape from them. They are valuable to us, and we need to follow their urgings.
We are asking these questions as if they were new and unique. But through the centuries many people have asked them too. They found answers we can learn from. They tell us to get engaged with life, take time for reflection, learn to enjoy it where we can, and try to make a contribution.
Today, I will listen to my questions and doubts as urgings from my Higher Power, pushing me to grow. I will be involved in living.
Good morning beautiful people
Here I’m for my regular check in 24 more for this alcoholic soul
Self-realization is not a matter of withdrawal from a corrupt world or narcissistic contemplation of oneself. An individual becomes a person by enjoying the world and contributing to it.
—Francine Klagsbrun
After we admitted our self-destructive patterns and gave them up, there were many days when we said, "Now what? Is that all there is? I need some answers. How should I live? How can I feel whole? How can I feel like a real person?" These questions may feel too painful to answer. These are among the first spiritual questions we encounter in recovery, and we must not hide or escape from them. They are valuable to us, and we need to follow their urgings.
We are asking these questions as if they were new and unique. But through the centuries many people have asked them too. They found answers we can learn from. They tell us to get engaged with life, take time for reflection, learn to enjoy it where we can, and try to make a contribution.
Today, I will listen to my questions and doubts as urgings from my Higher Power, pushing me to grow. I will be involved in living.
Thank you, erfra. ❤️
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Hi all. I've had a good day, Got chores done, tried new tea room in town, it was lovely. But I am scared. I have been here so many times before; felt this good, cravings minimum, getting a life again, but then I've fallen.
I feel as if I am going to be pounced on anytime; I don't know how, when or by what. I know it is sensible to be alert to triggers and I am so desperate not to go back to the booze this time but I still scared of getting complacent.
I have just re read this and it doesn't make much sense, I just wanted to air how I am feeling. I am trying to do so much differently this time. Normally after over two weeks I would have abandoned this site and got on with my life. This time I am staying close. Even if I get to five year or so (hope hope hope) I will still check in here on a regular basis.
Thanks for listening. Have a nice weekend everyone.
I feel as if I am going to be pounced on anytime; I don't know how, when or by what. I know it is sensible to be alert to triggers and I am so desperate not to go back to the booze this time but I still scared of getting complacent.
I have just re read this and it doesn't make much sense, I just wanted to air how I am feeling. I am trying to do so much differently this time. Normally after over two weeks I would have abandoned this site and got on with my life. This time I am staying close. Even if I get to five year or so (hope hope hope) I will still check in here on a regular basis.
Thanks for listening. Have a nice weekend everyone.
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