24 Hour Recovery Connection Part 275
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Join Date: May 2014
Location: Valley of the Sun, AZ
Posts: 3,458
A little slow checking in. Ready for 24 more hours.
It's great to see such a long list of names here. Congrats to all the milestones and everyone else who has committed to another day!!
Ardy, that all sounds very sad. Sending positive thoughts your way.
It's great to see such a long list of names here. Congrats to all the milestones and everyone else who has committed to another day!!
Ardy, that all sounds very sad. Sending positive thoughts your way.
Member
Join Date: May 2013
Location: Coquitlam B.C.
Posts: 3,760
I'm so tired, I'm just so tired .....God you said you be my faith and strength....
When I have none.
Man oh man I know you don't lie, but I'm hurting so bad, the darkness creeps in and tears me up still.
Please don't delay any longer.... there is any more I can take any further....
I need to breath again I need to wake up to the morning sun with grace and hope, and sleep at night with comfort and peace .
God you're my salvation.... but I'm tired so tired , I'm just so damn tired
Please mend my broken shattered heart.
I pray that I may hold my life in trust for God. I pray that I may no longer consider my life as all my own.
24 more for this alcoholic love and serenity to all.
When I have none.
Man oh man I know you don't lie, but I'm hurting so bad, the darkness creeps in and tears me up still.
Please don't delay any longer.... there is any more I can take any further....
I need to breath again I need to wake up to the morning sun with grace and hope, and sleep at night with comfort and peace .
God you're my salvation.... but I'm tired so tired , I'm just so damn tired
Please mend my broken shattered heart.
I pray that I may hold my life in trust for God. I pray that I may no longer consider my life as all my own.
24 more for this alcoholic love and serenity to all.
Keep Going
Join Date: Apr 2017
Location: England
Posts: 1,530
Good morning Babs, Good morning Erfra, love to you both,
Weev checking in at 4:24pm
Trying to make myself finish mowing the lawns. I was mobbed by a bunch of butterflies earlier.... not easy to defend yourself from butterflies!!!
Congrats all milerstoners
Weev checking in at 4:24pm
Trying to make myself finish mowing the lawns. I was mobbed by a bunch of butterflies earlier.... not easy to defend yourself from butterflies!!!
Congrats all milerstoners
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Join Date: Feb 2016
Location: St. Louis, Mo
Posts: 7,334
Originally Posted by erfra7 
I'm so tired, I'm just so tired .....God you said you be my faith and strength....
When I have none.
Man oh man I know you don't lie, but I'm hurting so bad, the darkness creeps in and tears me up still.
Please don't delay any longer.... there is any more I can take any further....
I need to breath again I need to wake up to the morning sun with grace and hope, and sleep at night with comfort and peace .
God you're my salvation.... but I'm tired so tired , I'm just so damn tired
Please mend my broken shattered heart.
I pray that I may hold my life in trust for God. I pray that I may no longer consider my life as all my own.
24 more for this alcoholic love and serenity to all.
When I have none.
Man oh man I know you don't lie, but I'm hurting so bad, the darkness creeps in and tears me up still.
Please don't delay any longer.... there is any more I can take any further....
I need to breath again I need to wake up to the morning sun with grace and hope, and sleep at night with comfort and peace .
God you're my salvation.... but I'm tired so tired , I'm just so damn tired
Please mend my broken shattered heart.
I pray that I may hold my life in trust for God. I pray that I may no longer consider my life as all my own.
24 more for this alcoholic love and serenity to all.
Member
Join Date: May 2013
Location: Coquitlam B.C.
Posts: 3,760
Originally Posted by Weev1l
Good morning Babs, Good morning Erfra, love to you both,
Weev checking in at 4:24pm
Trying to make myself finish mowing the lawns. I was mobbed by a bunch of butterflies earlier.... not easy to defend yourself from butterflies!!!
Congrats all milerstoners
Weev checking in at 4:24pm
Trying to make myself finish mowing the lawns. I was mobbed by a bunch of butterflies earlier.... not easy to defend yourself from butterflies!!!
Congrats all milerstoners
Hello there and good afternoon to you
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Join Date: Jun 2017
Location: Portsmouth, England
Posts: 818
I have had a lightbulb moment...
And I'm sorry in advance to offload...but think I'm going mad.
At lunchtime I received a call from my partners best friend. .
He was 30 miles away . Totally drunk ( and maybe high )..penniless..stinking...hungry and had been sleeping in public toilets...
So trying to do the right thing...I went to pick him up ( as my partner is disabled and unable to drive ) and brought him back to ours. BIG MISTAKE.
I cooked food...which he threw at the wall...made up the bed for him...tried to get him to lay down and sleep it off...but he fell off the bed and broke a lot of my possessions...
He is currently sitting on my sofa...reeking of booze...slurring...getting very aggressive and basically just vile..
The smell is making me feel sick...along with his behavior... he makes me want to cry..
But...5 weeks ago...that was me...maybe not so bad...but I'm sure I was a disgrace to mankind..
The lightbulb has come on...every day I say i am grateful for being sober...but today ...the gratitude has come from my heart...not just words from my mouth ..
I have tried so hard...on so many occasions...with this person...but we all know...it has to come from within..
I am so so so grateful...
Thank you all for helping me feel this way....
The smell as i am sitting here is rancid ...
So sorry...Had to get this off my chest..
Much love as always..
Xxx Pebbles xxx
And I'm sorry in advance to offload...but think I'm going mad.
At lunchtime I received a call from my partners best friend. .
He was 30 miles away . Totally drunk ( and maybe high )..penniless..stinking...hungry and had been sleeping in public toilets...
So trying to do the right thing...I went to pick him up ( as my partner is disabled and unable to drive ) and brought him back to ours. BIG MISTAKE.
I cooked food...which he threw at the wall...made up the bed for him...tried to get him to lay down and sleep it off...but he fell off the bed and broke a lot of my possessions...
He is currently sitting on my sofa...reeking of booze...slurring...getting very aggressive and basically just vile..
The smell is making me feel sick...along with his behavior... he makes me want to cry..
But...5 weeks ago...that was me...maybe not so bad...but I'm sure I was a disgrace to mankind..
The lightbulb has come on...every day I say i am grateful for being sober...but today ...the gratitude has come from my heart...not just words from my mouth ..
I have tried so hard...on so many occasions...with this person...but we all know...it has to come from within..
I am so so so grateful...
Thank you all for helping me feel this way....
The smell as i am sitting here is rancid ...
So sorry...Had to get this off my chest..
Much love as always..
Xxx Pebbles xxx
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