24-Hour Recovery Connections Part 158
There are some pretty awesome milestoners today ! Special shout out to Hearts for 2 big years. Not to diminish all the other milestoners as they are equally important. Embrace the moment and keep moving forward.
I frequently have moments of fear and worry. Whilst I know they are of little value, nevertheless I do get them. Sometimes they can overwhelm for a few minutes. However, unlike the past, nowadays I confront my negative feelings and delve into why they arise. For example, I had a moment of worry this morning when I thought "when will I get relief ?". By this I mean relief from having to hunt for new clients and have a stable income. I examined this closely and realised my delusion of the past, where I had a high paying job, as being a wonderland of happiness. Conveniently forgetting that the job was actually horrible, I was going insane with loneliness, I absolutely loathed myself and my alcoholism reigned supreme.
Oh, reality check. How I love the clarity of being sober ! Ummm, actually I am so far better where I am now ! Work is going to be a struggle as it is for everyone. But I am taking steps in the direction I want to head. I know it. I need to be patient.
Another 24 hours of patience, joy and sobriety pls ! Its 9:29am here !
I frequently have moments of fear and worry. Whilst I know they are of little value, nevertheless I do get them. Sometimes they can overwhelm for a few minutes. However, unlike the past, nowadays I confront my negative feelings and delve into why they arise. For example, I had a moment of worry this morning when I thought "when will I get relief ?". By this I mean relief from having to hunt for new clients and have a stable income. I examined this closely and realised my delusion of the past, where I had a high paying job, as being a wonderland of happiness. Conveniently forgetting that the job was actually horrible, I was going insane with loneliness, I absolutely loathed myself and my alcoholism reigned supreme.
Oh, reality check. How I love the clarity of being sober ! Ummm, actually I am so far better where I am now ! Work is going to be a struggle as it is for everyone. But I am taking steps in the direction I want to head. I know it. I need to be patient.
Another 24 hours of patience, joy and sobriety pls ! Its 9:29am here !
There are some pretty awesome milestoners today ! Special shout out to Hearts for 2 big years. Not to diminish all the other milestoners as they are equally important. Embrace the moment and keep moving forward.
I frequently have moments of fear and worry. Whilst I know they are of little value, nevertheless I do get them. Sometimes they can overwhelm for a few minutes. However, unlike the past, nowadays I confront my negative feelings and delve into why they arise. For example, I had a moment of worry this morning when I thought "when will I get relief ?". By this I mean relief from having to hunt for new clients and have a stable income. I examined this closely and realised my delusion of the past, where I had a high paying job, as being a wonderland of happiness. Conveniently forgetting that the job was actually horrible, I was going insane with loneliness, I absolutely loathed myself and my alcoholism reigned supreme.
Oh, reality check. How I love the clarity of being sober ! Ummm, actually I am so far better where I am now ! Work is going to be a struggle as it is for everyone. But I am taking steps in the direction I want to head. I know it. I need to be patient.
Another 24 hours of patience, joy and sobriety pls ! Its 9:29am here !
I frequently have moments of fear and worry. Whilst I know they are of little value, nevertheless I do get them. Sometimes they can overwhelm for a few minutes. However, unlike the past, nowadays I confront my negative feelings and delve into why they arise. For example, I had a moment of worry this morning when I thought "when will I get relief ?". By this I mean relief from having to hunt for new clients and have a stable income. I examined this closely and realised my delusion of the past, where I had a high paying job, as being a wonderland of happiness. Conveniently forgetting that the job was actually horrible, I was going insane with loneliness, I absolutely loathed myself and my alcoholism reigned supreme.
Oh, reality check. How I love the clarity of being sober ! Ummm, actually I am so far better where I am now ! Work is going to be a struggle as it is for everyone. But I am taking steps in the direction I want to head. I know it. I need to be patient.
Another 24 hours of patience, joy and sobriety pls ! Its 9:29am here !
Checking in tonight. Going for another 24 hour at 7:05p CST.
Congratulations to with exitingstrategy, lyddie, mcflurry, and VikingGF on reaching new milestones today!! A very special congratulations to HeartsAfire on 2 years today!! To celebrate your monumental accomplishments, tonight we have a coconut marshmallow cake! Keep up the great work!
Suze-love the serenity prayer you posted today. I have to post that on the positive thought of the day. Will give you credit for it. Thank you!!
Congratulations to with exitingstrategy, lyddie, mcflurry, and VikingGF on reaching new milestones today!! A very special congratulations to HeartsAfire on 2 years today!! To celebrate your monumental accomplishments, tonight we have a coconut marshmallow cake! Keep up the great work!
Suze-love the serenity prayer you posted today. I have to post that on the positive thought of the day. Will give you credit for it. Thank you!!
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Marshmallow and cocoanut cake! Don't mind if I do. And here's some Toasted Marshmallow With Graham cracker and Choco Ice Cream for those who would like something cold
And count me in for 24 more hours (it's 735 p.m. here)
Marshmallow and cocoanut cake! Don't mind if I do. And here's some Toasted Marshmallow With Graham cracker and Choco Ice Cream for those who would like something cold
And count me in for 24 more hours (it's 735 p.m. here)
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Marshmallow and cocoanut cake! Don't mind if I do. And here's some Toasted Marshmallow With Graham cracker and Choco Ice Cream for those who would like something cold
And count me in for 24 more hours (it's 735 p.m. here)
Marshmallow and cocoanut cake! Don't mind if I do. And here's some Toasted Marshmallow With Graham cracker and Choco Ice Cream for those who would like something cold
And count me in for 24 more hours (it's 735 p.m. here)
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