Leshar

Thanks, guys. Dee, we've been rehearsing for almost a month. I may yet have to speak to the director. Thanks for listening. I don't have anyone to talk to about these things. The bird doesn't listen!

Dee74

Yeah by a month in you should be nailing the script, I reckon
I'd speak to the director then
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venuscat

I am up to date with you, but still completely astounded by how much you have accomplished in the past few weeks.

It is good to hear that you've been sleeping though! ♥

venuscat

I think the birds listen to us....and they probably think we are all lunatics.

I agree with the others Leshar ~ have a word with the director. And I hope it goes well.

I'm loving how happy you sound Ladybug, and I also love all of your avatars by the way! I'm guessing that most of them are your daughter's drawings?

Hi Casey, Dee, wolfie...
Love and good morning to all of the Julyers. ♥

SoberLeigh

Sleep and sobriety are my saving graces!!!!

Leshar

I feel really out of sorts. I called my friend who knew I was going to the play with Mark and she really came down hard on me, said I shouldn't see him again, that he was still under the same roof as his wife etc. in my heart, I know she's right. I've done no chasing, he is the one who kept in touch with me, but I guess I have some feelings for him and that muddies things. He's made no overtures, other than staying in touch but I feel miserable and weepy this evening and I don't know what to do. There's no plan to meet up again. I did feel awkward at the play seeing ppl I knew who may think I'm chasing him, ppl love to gossip. I can't just do the friends thing, when I see him I get a rush and I think it's taking its toll on me emotionally. Maybe he should know better, he's not free and has kids to think about too.
I hope I feel better tomorrow.

venuscat

No matter what she thinks, I don't think your friend has the right to come down hard on you Leshar.

You didn't do anything wrong, but if you are uncomfortable being seen with someone who is still kind of married, then you know that's not what you want for yourself, and perhaps you won't socialise with him at this point.

I'm sorry you are upset....we love you very much.

CaseyW

If your heart and/or mind is telling you it's not right, then it's probably not right. Maybe Mark's living/relationship situation will change in the future, but it sounds like for the present that coffee and theater friendship dates are probably not good for your own peace of mind. Sorry you're hurting, Leshar. You're in my thoughts...

Dee74

I think whatever you feel in your heart is the right way to go Leshar

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Soberwolf

Good morning Julyers

Soberwolf

We will be planting our new plant either later or tomorrow it's called coroa de herique here's a pic of what it looks like

Dee74

time for a new thread:

http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...part-32-a.html

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