24 Hour Recovery Connections Part 59
7.22am, 24 more please for day 53. Still waiting for my epiphany or moment of clarity, drag myself to meetings every day and out running every night, with a baby crying a lot I just feel increasingly tired and fed up. Have a week off work in 5 weeks which I'm using to go on a fishing holiday so keep one eye on that and hopefully it will re-charge my batteries. I'm never more at home than when I'm sat next some water.
Have you tried breathing exercises? Meditation? Something to bring your goals to your 'core'? Something to help you 'live', 'appreciate' and 'experience' sobriety?
I started my sober journey in the midst of a very difficult challenge - one that consumed almost every waking hour for quite literally months and months - something clicked during this time and I began to appreciate every sober moment as a gift to myself; at times, awareness of that gift was my only foothold in sanity.
Have faith, MM; it is going to come together. Keep your eyes and heart open.
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