Originally Posted by Plenny

Thanks all for putting up with my highschool like posts. I'm finding it really helpful to hear similar advice in different voices. It resonates and I'll climb out of this with your help.

I have this residual, "if I don't please everyone I'll lose my family," fixation. I can't do it anymore.

I hope you are all doing well.

Originally Posted by rochele

I am not having any deep spiritual thoughts on sobriety. I just know I should not drink. It is for my health. That is the long and short of it. No troubles with cravings this week. So far.

Originally Posted by Renarde

Pregnancy loss and remembrance day is today. I had a baby that I lost in an extremely traumatic way. It is something I think about almost on a daily basis. Normally every day this year I drink myself blind and cry by myself. This year i'm just allowing the sadness to sit in my heart. I've been so busy that I didn't realize today was that day.

Originally Posted by Renarde

Thank you for the lovely thoughts! The test is actually tomorrow. I'm going to have quite the long night and early morning. I'm taking myself out to a movie tomorrow afterward.