Gypsy Feet

My sponsor likes to remind me that mine is the only skin I have to fit in. I am working hard to change the channel when I start bashing myself with bad self talk. I am finding the resentments against myself, and working those out.

Today I had an absolutely pink day =)

I have been really concerned about a friends baby who is doing better. i have been with the family non stop and they are all relieved and doing better. Work is good, the move is progress, and I was filled with gratitude all day (plus weve had a warm spell here, almost 80 degrees in winter, so i have been beaching =)

tonight I went to an awesome speaker meeting and then. . .

got to hang out with that tat artist for awhile talking, just he and I. It was pretty super special and nice, and he says he thinks he can make it to my beach camp out Saturday.

So I am floating around for now. There is a voice somewhere inside of me that would normal be screaming about how he is 8 years younger, super yummy, blah blah blah, but for what ever reason, the grace of god and my recovery program, the voice is just silent tonight.

so nice and so . . .pink =)

I love you ((((rita)))) and live, and amy, and chino, and annie and anna and Dee if you are still spying on us, and everyone else on this thread helping me along my pink path

Dee74

The next part of this thread is here:

http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...part-17-a.html

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