Originally Posted by oceanlady1958

i spendt all day on his facebook and all of the friends told me stories that made me laugh and cry. times that i was unaware of, a side of my son that i didn't see often. how he was loved by so many and how his smile lit up a room brought me closer to him in ways i couldn't imagine. they shared things with me that were so personal about their own struggles and how my son was so streong for them at times.

Originally Posted by oceanlady1958

thank you all so much for your out pouring of love an sympathy. i cannot imagine what lies ahead of me tomorrow when i bury my dsrling child. i spendt all day on his facebook and all of the friends told me stories that made me laugh and cry. times that i was unaware of, a side of my son that i didn't see often. how he was loved by so many and how his smile lit up a room brought me closer to him in ways i couldn't imagine. they shared things with me that were so personal about their own struggles and how my son was so streong for them at times. i wish my son knew how much he was loved and cherished by so many. it warms my heart beyond words. i want to thank you again for guilding me and teaching me through your own lives in dealing with addiction. i have learned so much and just wish I could have done so much more for my son. his struggles were too much for him to bear anymore. my only solace is that he will no longer be in pain.