I haven't been here in months!
I haven't been here in months!
But my spirit came to me and told me this morning to post my plans. I pray that I receive the support of people that have been here and can encourage me to go on. I'm still with my husband. I had one more child by him. (that makes 3!) And I'm pregnant now. I cannot and will not continue down this road. I left him a while ago for about a month. It wasn't long enough though. Last night was a really hard night. I found out yesterday that not only has he been dealing drugs but he's also been using them again. He's getting worse and worse everyday. I need to detach. These are the steps that I intend to take toward getting my life back. In this order...
1. I'm getting an abortion.
2. I'm changing my locks so I won't have to worry about him coming back.
3. I'm establishing childcare for my children immediately so I won't have to depend on him.
4. I'm praying for my life and my children so we can move on without him happily.
5. I'm filing for divorce.
1. I'm getting an abortion.
2. I'm changing my locks so I won't have to worry about him coming back.
3. I'm establishing childcare for my children immediately so I won't have to depend on him.
4. I'm praying for my life and my children so we can move on without him happily.
5. I'm filing for divorce.
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I'm so sorry that you are in such a difficult situation. Absolutely your first priority is the health, safety & stability for both you and your children. I'm sending prayers for your
strength & guidance.
Hugs,
Chris
strength & guidance.
Hugs,
Chris
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