suzyontour

Woke up this morning with that familiar knot in my stomach. Where is he? Is he at his mums like he says? Is he drinking? Is he getting help? Has he met someone else? No no cmon Sue your moving forward. You don't want him back. Why would you want someone back who lies, devalues and dismisses you so easily?

It's so hard the emotional ties we still have to these sick men. So what do I do? I get up, showered and dressed and I'm off to my first Alanon meeting today. I will do this. I will let go.

dandylion

suzy.....it does take a while to break old habits.....

Maudcat

Good for you. One foot in front of the other. All will be well in time.

Bekindalways

Hope it went well Suzy. Sometimes you have to try a few different ones.

firebolt

SOunds like you're doing just fine, Sue!! Keep moving forward! <3