daydreamer0217

Hi guys!! well, I made it to my hometown. Guess who showed up at the airport to pick me up? I was in shock! I got off the plane, and I was expecting to see my step-dad, and to my surprise RAXB was waiting there, holding a big sign with my name on it. He was smiling. I started to laugh myself and then he went to give me a hug and I just cried in his arms. I don't know if it was seeing him after all this time, or knowing I was about ready to go see my mom. So many emotions washed up over me and I just cried. We didn't really talk much in the car, my mom is all I was thinking about. But , when we pulled up in front of my mom's house, we sat there and stared at each other for while. Neither of us knew what to say. Finally I said " I have a hard journey ahead of me in the next few months, I came home to watch my mom die, can we please just call a truce for now" I told him I didn't have enough strength in me to fight him and try to hide from him and etc. To just please let me have this time in peace. He agreed, and said he didn't want to argue either. then he left. that was that....
I feel relief, and I feel strong, and ready for my journey ahead. I know this is going to be hard, but so rewarding. Thanks all for your love and support. I could not have made it through this without you all and I know the road ahead is going to be difficult.

Eauchiche

Thoughts and prayers going up for all of you!!!

lillamy

Praying for you and your family. (((hugs)))

maia1234

Hugs DD - reach out when you need support!!

We are here for you!!

iGirl66

Big hugs and prayers for you all!

searching peace

Ugh double post all night.

searching peace

Daydreamer, I hope you were able to gain some peace from xabf and that situation. I am sending you big hugs and will keep you in my prayers during this difficult situation. You have more strength than you realize.

daydreamer0217

Thank you all <3

theuncertainty

(((((hugs)))))