Please pray for me tonight
Sorry but had to laugh.
You know, you were right about everything. Abuse got worse. But I can control myself now. Big time.
me too. LOL. Daisies grow like weeds.
I got to the point also that I was able to control myself, but sometimes that doesn't work, that's when they come in and try to push your buttons.
Just know, I'll be here for you.
Do you want to try to take your mind off of things and just chat for awhile, or do you think you may have to be hyper vigilant right now?
I got to the point also that I was able to control myself, but sometimes that doesn't work, that's when they come in and try to push your buttons.
Just know, I'll be here for you.
Do you want to try to take your mind off of things and just chat for awhile, or do you think you may have to be hyper vigilant right now?
Oh he did... I do not know how much you remember, but when we talked last time, it was me who slapped him after he told me we were never even married. Well guess what? In March, he repeated the same insult. And he said "go ahead slap me." Today he did it too after calling me a stupid c**ks****ing b**ch.
This time, instead of slapping, I make phone calls.
I'll be OK Amy really, I have my ears and eyes open, and have some work to do. But I will stay online. Makes me closer to people.
This time, instead of slapping, I make phone calls.
I'll be OK Amy really, I have my ears and eyes open, and have some work to do. But I will stay online. Makes me closer to people.
I'm really glad to hear that you will stay online. See, I probably told you this, or if you read anything I wrote, I used to isolate. That does no good.
I know how they can push you so far, that you respond in like. I did. You are doing good right now.
Is he coming in to bother you, or hopefully is he sleeping off the drunk?
Remember, you car is right outside. You can lock yourself in. I did it many times.
I know how they can push you so far, that you respond in like. I did. You are doing good right now.
Is he coming in to bother you, or hopefully is he sleeping off the drunk?
Remember, you car is right outside. You can lock yourself in. I did it many times.
Remember, you car is right outside. You can lock yourself in. I did it many times.
Oh, never more isolate. You see, our landlady knows now something is going on. On Friday, I went to the office and told them that things between my so and so are not working well, and that I will be moving out. I was hoping that they would offer me a small studio (it is a big apartment complex, at least 8 buildings), and they basically did, no question asked. At first I was only aiming for their references. There is also the Plan B apartment complex.
This is what made him go insane.
+ I talked to attorney.
This is what made him go insane.
+ I talked to attorney.
Do you know what he is doing right now? Is he sleeping?
You are right that this could be a dangerous time. He knows your plans.
Just keep talking to us, or get in that car, and drop a message that you are OK.
I think you already know how much I care for you. I don't want you hurt.
((((((((((((((hugs)))))))))))))
amy
You are right that this could be a dangerous time. He knows your plans.
Just keep talking to us, or get in that car, and drop a message that you are OK.
I think you already know how much I care for you. I don't want you hurt.
((((((((((((((hugs)))))))))))))
amy
I do wish you would leave, but I also know how I was, but still I do wish you would leave. You can't trust sleep. Thing is, alcohol isn't making him abusive, it is the way he is.
Has he ever been physically violent with you?
Has he ever been physically violent with you?
No, but when he dares me to hit him, I am absolutely positive he would smack me back. I just know it.
So yes
I also wanted to talk about something else here. I think I remember reading that you were getting an apt at the same place you are living at now.
I'm sorry I didn't respond to that thread. My excuse, lol, was having my own dilemma. It pales in comparison to yours.
I'm sorry I didn't respond to that thread. My excuse, lol, was having my own dilemma. It pales in comparison to yours.
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