Paid my security deposit today!
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Paid my security deposit today!
And I'm freaking out man!
I need to once again, talk with AH, let him know that I really do need time separate from him. After going cold turkey and saying he would see a professional (hasn't yet) I told him not to stress about finding somewhere to live.
But I came to realize that that wasn't enough, for him to be on good behavior, I can't forget the past. And don't trust his future. I glorify the good moments and get amnesia for the bad.
He came home drunk after the super bowl on Sunday, he wasn't mean or anything: but he did drive home that way, and was just sloppy and had gross drunk eyes I hate.
Then the next day,it's all "I love you" and he made dinner and....yeah.
I DO LOVE HIM. But I really don't want to be with him for now. Maybe forever I don't know.
So now I have to deal with my emotions and sticking to my plan.
Thanks again for the vent.
I need to once again, talk with AH, let him know that I really do need time separate from him. After going cold turkey and saying he would see a professional (hasn't yet) I told him not to stress about finding somewhere to live.
But I came to realize that that wasn't enough, for him to be on good behavior, I can't forget the past. And don't trust his future. I glorify the good moments and get amnesia for the bad.
He came home drunk after the super bowl on Sunday, he wasn't mean or anything: but he did drive home that way, and was just sloppy and had gross drunk eyes I hate.
Then the next day,it's all "I love you" and he made dinner and....yeah.
I DO LOVE HIM. But I really don't want to be with him for now. Maybe forever I don't know.
So now I have to deal with my emotions and sticking to my plan.
Thanks again for the vent.
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I thought it was me, (sloppy and drunk eyes) I Kind off got a chuckle out of you saying he wasn't mean because, for some reason... I feel like it's the only time I can be angry about "it" (the drinking). I even mention it sometimes and he'll say: "What did I do? we didn't fight"
Don't want to side-track. Just want to say. CONGRATS. WAHOO! Good for you! Stick with it and enjoy!!!
Don't want to side-track. Just want to say. CONGRATS. WAHOO! Good for you! Stick with it and enjoy!!!
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