HealingWillCome

Your post reminds me of an experience I had several years ago when I started my annulment process from xah. There was a lot of paperwork involved which included answering questions about childhood experiences. I found myself triggered to the point of sobs. It was so hard that I set the paperwork aside and to this day, haven't finished it.

Until that point in my life, I honestly thought I had moved past my failed marriage to xah and was in a healthy place. I. Was. So Wrong. I hadn't begun to address issues from early childhood (abandonment by a womanizing, cheating, alcoholic father). They were issues I didn't even know I had. After he left, I was raised by a healthy mom and healthy stepfather in a happy home. Me? Issues? How could that be? The subconscious is indeed powerful.