lovemybaby

So i started posting on here when my Abf got fired from his job for drinking. I come on and read stories often but i have been working on the Alnon steps. I am feeling a whole lot better, still feel lonely at times and doing things to keep my mind at ease. He is doing better with his program and is doing a clinic for the perscription addiction. We are getting through it. I had gotten ready to just leave It really hurts to watch the person you love destroy themselves.

I pray every night and we are talking honestly. I am still hurt from what had happened but i feel relief and see results. Even though my sense of smell is hyperdrive has been since i was pregnant and now even breathmints remind me of his drinking. To all those out there i am amazed to see personally the damage that a think like alchohol can destroy so very much.

Pelican

Keep taking care of you - You are worth the effort!