veryregretful

My AH doesn't use technical terms. He just tells everyone that I am the sick one. They all know better. I actually talked with his sister today and we cried together. She understands completely. She is verbally abused by her husband, not alcoholic. She understands what all our kids are going through. Even she know I'm not the sick one.

Today - my kids actually sat with me for like an hour and just hung out. No stress. Then I took my daughter to the store and she actually talked to me in the car. I am so happy!!!!!! And my son is talking to me too!!

What a difference. It still stinks. I feel sad, lost, hurt. Really anxiety ridden. But I'm moving on and didn't mention their dad to the kids today.