More for Myself
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More for Myself
SR is the place where I write about the things that have happened...mostly for me, so that I can be "real" about things. So let's see, I have allowed him to come home for 3 days - he DJ'd last night, and did not come home at all - so I guess I now his committment level to working on this marriage. Not to mention there was a chance, and he knew this, that I would have to go to the hospital last night....he didn't even check it. So......like I said this is more for me to be able to look back and not forget as I have to make decisions in the future!
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Yes, he has given you yet another entry in the "against" column.
Leaving his pregnant and unwell wife to fend for yourself, and cope with the hassles that would arise if you needed to have speedy medical help, is not only stupid...it is callous and dangerous.
Seems he is as much use to you as a lump of wood, and almost time for him to get the boot, straight out the door.
I would love to shake some sense and decency into his empty head space.
I have you and your children in my constant prayers, that you will soon have the life you deserve, free of this unfeeling, unthinking useless object of addiction.
God bless
Leaving his pregnant and unwell wife to fend for yourself, and cope with the hassles that would arise if you needed to have speedy medical help, is not only stupid...it is callous and dangerous.
Seems he is as much use to you as a lump of wood, and almost time for him to get the boot, straight out the door.
I would love to shake some sense and decency into his empty head space.
I have you and your children in my constant prayers, that you will soon have the life you deserve, free of this unfeeling, unthinking useless object of addiction.
God bless
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Alkiaddicts are so selfish! SR is a wonderful place to vent. After I share and read what I wrote a couple of days later I can be more objective about my stuff. I also see how angry I am. I really purged a couple of days ago in the thread of "what you don't miss". All this healthy energy coming out of my fingers when I type. Much better than eating too much or punching something. I just read something in a spiritual quote about being in the present. It is pre----sent. I hope everyone enjoys their pre....sent day.
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and now I see....
well he finally texted me about 10:00am this morning that said, "let me know your plan." - really that's it. so i call and ask why he would want to know because he didn't even bother to come home. I was on my way to the hospital, already made all the arrangements for the kids for the next 2 days....and now he texts me. Apparently he didn't come home so he wouldn't wake me up....????? Ok I'm very pregnant- I get up every 2hrs anyway. And no he wasn't drinking - yeah right. He decided to hang out after DJing at midnight, then go to breakfast with his friend and discuss him doing some DJing before he went to his PT job at 7:30 - without ever checking on me, without texting me, without a word - I can NOT imagine what he would do if I didn't come home one night!!! Anyway, he did it all for me....duh - BS!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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