I really need to talk to someone.....PLEASE!!
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Join Date: Aug 2007
Location: calgary, alberta
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I really need to talk to someone.....PLEASE!!
20 years of life with alcoholic wife has got me soooooooooo lowwwwwwwww!! My pain and frustration is really scaring me. I feel as though my verbal abuse of her is going to escalate and I don't know what to do!! I love her so much to the point that I absolutely hate her!! Can anyone talk to me in the chat section of this site?? please!!
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Join Date: Nov 2007
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Sorry to hear that yYou appear to be going through a really rough time,
Do you attend Al Anon meetings at all?
If you need a chat on messenger, I am on [email protected]
Gary
Do you attend Al Anon meetings at all?
If you need a chat on messenger, I am on [email protected]
Gary
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Join Date: Mar 2006
Location: anomaly
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Is there any way you both and arrange sometype of a seperation.
Or you taking some actions since she's not going to do it.
I remember being in that state . I was so t-off at my gf for months.
It didn't matter what was said or done.. i was just so angery at her,
myself and life. Just the site of her would set me off.
I don't know...what was the longest she kept you up with all of the
chaos ?. For me it was 2-3 days of madness usually during the weekend.
I use to lock myself in the bath room, but she would be right there on
the other side of the door..just to name a few things. She probably
won't remember it..but i did..it drove me up the walls.
I felt confused, tired, beaten, fustrated, angery, sad, guilt and more,
all at the sametime. Just shear madness. Then I would have to
drag myself into work and put up with more stress.
I thought i was going to have a heart attack.
I think i was sufferning from shellshock at the very least.
I was cuaght in the storm or the codi/alki dance cycle.
it didn't matter anymore who was in the right or wrong
The cycle needed to be broken. We were starting to hurt
one another and saying very soul damaging things to one
anohter
Just being able to get a good night sleep or rest was a start.
I wasn't eating right either even food made me felt sick.
A save enviornment so you won't hurt yourself or anyone else,
so you can rest and heal. After a couple of weeks
I started playing my guitar just so I can keep sane or release some of my anger.
Maybe you can do something for yourself, or do something you enjoy
doing to heal yourself.
Or you taking some actions since she's not going to do it.
I remember being in that state . I was so t-off at my gf for months.
It didn't matter what was said or done.. i was just so angery at her,
myself and life. Just the site of her would set me off.
I don't know...what was the longest she kept you up with all of the
chaos ?. For me it was 2-3 days of madness usually during the weekend.
I use to lock myself in the bath room, but she would be right there on
the other side of the door..just to name a few things. She probably
won't remember it..but i did..it drove me up the walls.
I felt confused, tired, beaten, fustrated, angery, sad, guilt and more,
all at the sametime. Just shear madness. Then I would have to
drag myself into work and put up with more stress.
I thought i was going to have a heart attack.
I think i was sufferning from shellshock at the very least.
I was cuaght in the storm or the codi/alki dance cycle.
it didn't matter anymore who was in the right or wrong
The cycle needed to be broken. We were starting to hurt
one another and saying very soul damaging things to one
anohter
Just being able to get a good night sleep or rest was a start.
I wasn't eating right either even food made me felt sick.
A save enviornment so you won't hurt yourself or anyone else,
so you can rest and heal. After a couple of weeks
I started playing my guitar just so I can keep sane or release some of my anger.
Maybe you can do something for yourself, or do something you enjoy
doing to heal yourself.
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