sunshine321

Unfortuately for me I go through that once a week. I'm so sick of me having to deal with him drunk and he doesn't know how bad it is. Then I get the I love you so much, blah, blah and he expects me to get over it. I can't just get over it. The words are still playing in my head. I love him at times but hate him to the point that I don't want him near me. All I think to myself is "leave me alone." That is not a loving relationship and not the relationship I want. I'm not married to my A but I do have a baby with him. He will never fully be out of my life, but I don't have to live like this forever and I won't. It's either him or me and since he won't change, I have to.

Jenny