123onelove456

A day of sadness a Day of Happiness.........

15 years a ago I lost my first newborn child... It was a day of sadness on this same day I also experienced a day of happiness as My kids and I had the opportunity to share a couples dreams of there wedding day.... It was a day filled with tears of joy,love,appreciation and laughter of 2 people spending the rest of there lives together... My husband and I have been married 18 years and only 2 years into our marriage we lost or son... It was a horrible day for both of us but through it all we found the strengthen to hold on and move forward and have 2 more precise children of God essences God being right there through it all..... I look back to 15 years ago and say I too saw Gods hand in my life even though at the time the pain hurt so so so bad and I wondered why my God would let my child die!!!!!!

Being in this program I have learned to take each day as it comes and to learn from each experience even if its a painful. As a child of Alcoholic family I took all the experiences and turned them into Anger, resentment,fear, judgement,why me poor me and whatever else I could find that was the only way I knew to do ... But today I am different a LOT different and I can turn the horrible situation into a positive choices for me and my family!!! Sometimes those choices can be very hard to stick to when it comes to discipline of your children.... But again this is what this program as taught me.... Love,joy and serenity there my choices... No ones else's
BUT mine....

Thanks so much for being here for me.....

Love you all...

123oneslove456

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Your post is full of tough life lessons and plenty of strength. You have come through the valley of darkness and are now on the other side.

denny57

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