Checking in to hold myself accountable
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Checking in to hold myself accountable
Day 20. Today I am so sick of fighting cravings. For the last week from 2 p.m until I fall asleep at night my brain is saying wine, wine, wine, wine... drink. I have almost caved a few times this week. I don't know how I've managed to not drink. I'm using all of the tools I have and learning more as I go, but, I still have lots of times throughout the day that I truly think I am going to fail. Knowing that these cravings can last a very long time, years even, is very discouraging. I know it's temporary discomfort (albeit daily) for a very good reason, but it is so hard. Hope it let's up at least a little soon.
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If it’s after 2:00 and you’re out of work and feeling urges, go for a good walk or some kind of moderate exercise. The dopamine will feel great and you’ll have time to reflect on the reasons you’re doing what you’re doing. Keep it up 💪
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Thank you. I have been walking almost 3 miles daily. It does help. I do have to wait for my partner to get home to take care of the kids so I can go. The wait during those cravings is ridiculously difficult. Lots of chocolate. Herbs. Keeping busy with house stuff. Jumping out of my skin waiting to go for that walk. This is when the wolf howls.
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Thank you. I have been walking almost 3 miles daily. It does help. I do have to wait for my partner to get home to take care of the kids so I can go. The wait during those cravings is ridiculously difficult. Lots of chocolate. Herbs. Keeping busy with house stuff. Jumping out of my skin waiting to go for that walk. This is when the wolf howls.
I think that the intensity will die down, and for many, it fades away all together with some flair-ups as time passes.
After my first sober year, I had many days / weeks where drinking was not even a thought in my mind. I got busy with life instead.
It won't always be this hard--you're doing great and keep the distractions and actions going for the moment.
You can do it!
After my first sober year, I had many days / weeks where drinking was not even a thought in my mind. I got busy with life instead.
It won't always be this hard--you're doing great and keep the distractions and actions going for the moment.
You can do it!
have you checked this link out breakingcycles?
https://www.soberrecovery.com/forums...-cravings.html (CarolD's tips for cravings)
https://www.soberrecovery.com/forums...-cravings.html (CarolD's tips for cravings)
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Thank you all so much. Today about halfway through my walk, I could literally feel my thought processes changing. I started todays walk not being able to see clearly what av was doing. I was able to get to a point of processing and then to a place of taking note of all of the little improvements that have happened in the last 3 weeks of my life...just because I'm not drinking.
I will keep working to find ways to get through the down time of the witching hours. I know it's worth it. Even when I'm blinded by cravings.
Thank you all again.
I will keep working to find ways to get through the down time of the witching hours. I know it's worth it. Even when I'm blinded by cravings.
Thank you all again.
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