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I am back online
Hi folks I have returned , I did drink , not big but I know big is coming it ALWAYS does . Alcoholics cant drink normally EVER again so I know the big stuff will strike so here I am and thank you for hearing me .
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Hi Thomas11 , I popped in and out over the months . I went through a bad spell of depression and wasn,t dealing with life very well although I did have the odd drink as in 6-9 330ml bottles of beer maybe twice a week I didn't go on a big binge for days . However I know how cunning baffling and powerful alcohol is so I am making an attempt at total abstinence again as I found myself buying a 35cl bottle of vodka on Monday for no apparent reason . I found the power to hand it to my wife because I know if I start on the vodka I,m on the way out so here I am . I believe it was fear that made me hold my hands up and surrender the vodka . I am under no illusions that beer is fine though , its all the same poison .
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I hear you. I always thought that I could just stick to beer or just have wine once a week or just have 1 drink or just drink 1 night a week. None of it worked, and if it did, it would work for a few weeks, maybe even a couple months then **** would spiral out of control again as it has recently for me.
Good luck man, I wish you the best
Good luck man, I wish you the best
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I've quit Dee . MNK ,this is how my situation is /was , a few beers now and then but it always creeps up and up and I knew it was coming to the point of a full out of control binge and that frightened me .
Delilah this has always been my stumbling block the gaps between activities . TV bores me ,the weathers rubbish . I,m thinking of buying an old car and spending time on that , I don,t mean a big restoration job just something that runs and is roadworthy and making it better .
Thanks all
Delilah this has always been my stumbling block the gaps between activities . TV bores me ,the weathers rubbish . I,m thinking of buying an old car and spending time on that , I don,t mean a big restoration job just something that runs and is roadworthy and making it better .
Thanks all
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PhoenixJ , thanks for your kind words . Its true that I should never have picked up and NO amount of alcohol is safe for me however I am glad I saw what was lying just round the corner for me ,past experience gave me this insight and praise God I found the strength to turn around. . I do feel guilty for my absence from SR as you guys are always a great help .
I'm a naming 1st Aug my day one .
Thanks once more .
I'm a naming 1st Aug my day one .
Thanks once more .
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