Here I am again....day 1
Here I am again....day 1
Well I had 3 weeks of sobriety, and it was going just fine, but on Saturday I bought 4 bottles of wine at the grocery store! Bad mistake, and I have been passing by that section of the store with no stopping until then. Ok so between Saturday evening and last night, I went thru 3 of those bottles of wine plus 7-8 beers......in 24 hours......who does that? That's ridiculous! I just lose all control once I start and I have a higher tolerance I guess. I know HALT, I know that drinking never turns out good, why do I ever think it would be any different! So I have gone from drinking 3-5 times a week to like 1-2 times a month. But even once is too many! I will be 35 yrs old this year in July, and I just want my sobriety more than anything, so I can be healthy and be here for my kids who I love more than anything in the world. I want to give them the best life possible and I know I can only do that by staying sober every day, no mater what!
I am seriously thinking about joining AA and talking to my doctor about my desire to stop drinking.
I am seriously thinking about joining AA and talking to my doctor about my desire to stop drinking.
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