I'm a woman:depression+no sex drive since I quit to drink
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I'm a woman:depression+no sex drive since I quit to drink
Hi! I m a 37 years old woman from Italy.I'm referring to you cause in my country the alcohol addiction is still not considered a serious or so a much widespread problem due to the Italian wine and liquors tradition.
The female addiction is even less considered .Actually
women who drink strongly are almost considered glamour.I quit to drink 2 months ago.May be I wasn't an alcoholic but for sure I was a strong and puntual drinker .I used to drink after work 2 days a week+the whole week-end sometime starting from noon (for any consumption occasion I used to drink a couple of cocktails in a bar and an half bottle of red wine once I was at home )As I have 3 serius cases of alcohol addiction in my family history I decided to give up scared by the possibility to get worse.
I have to say that now I m feeling phisically and mentally full of energies and much more "smart".I started a lot of activities:sports, home bakery, furnitures restoration,trekkig...I'm quite busy for the whole week.And basically I don't miss to drink.But my mood is really down and No ones of these activities makes me happy.Generally I'm not getting any satisfaction or enthusiasm from the activities Ido or from the same activities that I did before.I'm often sad and not motivated.the worse thing concerns my sexual life. I have no sexual drive at all.Since I quit to drink my fiancee and I we made love just 3 times...and I forced my self to make it.He doesn't know about my addiction because I started to decrease the alcohol consumption(and to hide it better) as we started our relationship 6 months ago...and of course he doesn't know that I'm in drying out. To justify my low libido I told him that I have serious problem at works(which is also true anyway) or I make up some headache.... But this situation can lead our relationship to the end .Please somebody helps me!It's so hard to me manage my sobriety,the depression and the low sex drive....Is it normal? How long does it takes to turn in normal?
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Robin
The female addiction is even less considered .Actually
women who drink strongly are almost considered glamour.I quit to drink 2 months ago.May be I wasn't an alcoholic but for sure I was a strong and puntual drinker .I used to drink after work 2 days a week+the whole week-end sometime starting from noon (for any consumption occasion I used to drink a couple of cocktails in a bar and an half bottle of red wine once I was at home )As I have 3 serius cases of alcohol addiction in my family history I decided to give up scared by the possibility to get worse.
I have to say that now I m feeling phisically and mentally full of energies and much more "smart".I started a lot of activities:sports, home bakery, furnitures restoration,trekkig...I'm quite busy for the whole week.And basically I don't miss to drink.But my mood is really down and No ones of these activities makes me happy.Generally I'm not getting any satisfaction or enthusiasm from the activities Ido or from the same activities that I did before.I'm often sad and not motivated.the worse thing concerns my sexual life. I have no sexual drive at all.Since I quit to drink my fiancee and I we made love just 3 times...and I forced my self to make it.He doesn't know about my addiction because I started to decrease the alcohol consumption(and to hide it better) as we started our relationship 6 months ago...and of course he doesn't know that I'm in drying out. To justify my low libido I told him that I have serious problem at works(which is also true anyway) or I make up some headache.... But this situation can lead our relationship to the end .Please somebody helps me!It's so hard to me manage my sobriety,the depression and the low sex drive....Is it normal? How long does it takes to turn in normal?
Thanks
Robin
it's very normal to experience drastic changes in mood and physical response in sobriety.
this will all change and improve over time. how much time and specifically in what way - is all a very individual thing.
getting yourself some counseling to help you work through and talk about your feelings is very helpful.
exercise and good nutrition and sleep are very helpful.
taking time to nurture yourself, meditate, get time away from routine and stress are helpful.
over time, you will find a 'new normal' and you will find that your emotions, your sexual life, your overall life in general will be in a far better place.
be patient, be compassionate with yourself, and it will all be OK.
this will all change and improve over time. how much time and specifically in what way - is all a very individual thing.
getting yourself some counseling to help you work through and talk about your feelings is very helpful.
exercise and good nutrition and sleep are very helpful.
taking time to nurture yourself, meditate, get time away from routine and stress are helpful.
over time, you will find a 'new normal' and you will find that your emotions, your sexual life, your overall life in general will be in a far better place.
be patient, be compassionate with yourself, and it will all be OK.
Welcome and I'm glad you posted. We do understand.
Since the depression started when you stopped drinking, it's likely that it will begin to clear up soon as your body adjusts. If not, do talk to your dr about the issue. The same with the libido. Our bodies (and minds) go through a lot of change in the early weeks and months and hopefully you will adjust to a new normal soon.
Since the depression started when you stopped drinking, it's likely that it will begin to clear up soon as your body adjusts. If not, do talk to your dr about the issue. The same with the libido. Our bodies (and minds) go through a lot of change in the early weeks and months and hopefully you will adjust to a new normal soon.
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Hi Cherrybreeze! It's really a relief hearing that another woman is experiencing this...the net reports just male low sex drive cases in detox phase.So I'm confused...I'm still not sure if it's depending on the alcohol withdrawl or If I'm falling out of love with my BF..Since how long time are you feeling this low drive?( of course,answerjust if you want to do it!) thank you!:-))
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I am almost 6 months sober now and I know exactly how you feel. I have experienced the gamut when it comes to withdrawals. Though some people don't believe PAWS exists, I have experienced all of the symptoms including depression, anxiety and anhedonia. My sex drive was literally in the gutter! My husband had to get confirmation from the doctor that my lack of desire was "normal" for PAWS. I am happy to report, it is GETTING BETTER with each day. The depression and anxiety is subsiding, my memory is improving (very slowly) and my libido shows up occasionally. In my early days, I didn't believe it when people said it gets better, but it really does. Just don't drink! Best wishes!
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Welcome CherryBreeze! I know exactly what you are going through... I'm 37 also with 4 months of sobriety. My depression started to lift right at 2 months. I would still suggest seeing your doctor. It's a relief to rule out other causes. As far as my libido I'm still am waiting for it to come back. Just realize it takes time for your body and mind to heal. I would have an honest conversation with your boyfriend. After 6 months you should be able to discuss this sort of thing. I'm sure he knows that you are giving him excuses and the truth would be reassuring to him. I also find that reminding my self I enjoy sex once in the act Helps me be moe open to my husbands advances. Just know you are not alone
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It is great to have you here posting, we are all here to support you. Congratulations on 2 months sober, that is a big accomplishment. I am not sure where you are in Italy, but I have found it to be the opposite, that women who drink heavily are far from glamorous, it generally seems to be looked down upon for anyone to get really drunk- male or female. But I do understand the wine culture! Every time you go out to a nice restaurant they arrive with the prosecco, after dinner grappa and limoncello....
About your sex drive, I think it is very common. I experienced the same but I quit by going to rehab where I wasn't thinking about sex anyway.
I would definitely recommend seeing a psychologist for therapy, if they think you could benefit from medication they will refer you to a psychiatrist. I couldn't do this without the support of my psychologist and psychiatrist.
Good luck. If you have questions you feel you can't express in English feel free to send me a PM. On the site here we must write in English as per the rules but I'd be happy to chat with you in Italian- in fact I need to practise my written Italian!
Un abbraccio!
It is great to have you here posting, we are all here to support you. Congratulations on 2 months sober, that is a big accomplishment. I am not sure where you are in Italy, but I have found it to be the opposite, that women who drink heavily are far from glamorous, it generally seems to be looked down upon for anyone to get really drunk- male or female. But I do understand the wine culture! Every time you go out to a nice restaurant they arrive with the prosecco, after dinner grappa and limoncello....
About your sex drive, I think it is very common. I experienced the same but I quit by going to rehab where I wasn't thinking about sex anyway.
I would definitely recommend seeing a psychologist for therapy, if they think you could benefit from medication they will refer you to a psychiatrist. I couldn't do this without the support of my psychologist and psychiatrist.
Good luck. If you have questions you feel you can't express in English feel free to send me a PM. On the site here we must write in English as per the rules but I'd be happy to chat with you in Italian- in fact I need to practise my written Italian!
Un abbraccio!
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Hi Cherrybreeze! It's really a relief hearing that another woman is experiencing this...the net reports just male low sex drive cases in detox phase.So I'm confused...I'm still not sure if it's depending on the alcohol withdrawl or If I'm falling out of love with my BF..Since how long time are you feeling this low drive?( of course,answerjust if you want to do it!) thank you!:-))
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Welcome CherryBreeze! I know exactly what you are going through... I'm 37 also with 4 months of sobriety. My depression started to lift right at 2 months. I would still suggest seeing your doctor. It's a relief to rule out other causes. As far as my libido I'm still am waiting for it to come back. Just realize it takes time for your body and mind to heal. I would have an honest conversation with your boyfriend. After 6 months you should be able to discuss this sort of thing. I'm sure he knows that you are giving him excuses and the truth would be reassuring to him. I also find that reminding my self I enjoy sex once in the act Helps me be moe open to my husbands advances. Just know you are not alone
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