Vona71

I fell off Sunday night. Bad. I came home this morning at 6am. I want to hurt myself, so I have checked myself into emergency. I am struggling so bad right now.

least

I'm glad you're getting professional help.

Vona71

I am also really sick. So sick. It didn't feel this bad when I quit the first time. My blood pressure is past high and I can't stop shaking. This just hurts so bad in every way.

least

Hang in there and let the doctors help you.

BixBees505

So smart to check in to get med help. Best to you.

Vona71

I am not sure how much longer I can sit here.

desertsong

Sit there as long as it takes. Let them help you. Wishing you the best.

Ruby2

Sit there as long as it takes, just as desertsong said. If you leave, what do you think will happen? More of the same, I'm guessing. Close your eyes and take deep rhythmic breaths, relax your shoulders, and wait for the doctors to see you. If you don't want to close your eyes, focus on a neutral point on the wall. You can do it.

WhenInDoubt

I'm glad you're getting help.

Sean30

Vona please stay where you are, it will be ok and you will be looked after. It's going to be ok

Steely

Sounds like you do need to see a doctor if you are shaking and feel so sick. My bet is that when you emerge from this horror you will no longer want to self-harm and be forgiving of yourself. You will see things more clearly. Or do you self harm irrespective? I have had ideation of harming but have never acted on these impulses. This no longer happens even after only my 10th day sober. I become full of self-loathing after a bout and take it out on myself mentally if not physically. Seeing a doctor and not picking up will untangle your jangled nervous system and your physical health will improve. It is yesterday's calendar. Time now to emerge as the person you want to be and from your post drinking does not play a part in this process. It will get better.

PennyLane76

Don't leave Vona. Tell them again you need help right away. I'm glad you did the smart thing and went to emergency. Keep us posted

FreeOwl

good job getting yourself to help and safety!!

Stay there, be fully honest with them, and open yourself to the help they provide.

Hang with us here also, as much as you are able.

This can be the start of the end of your struggle and a move into a much better place in life!

Anna

Vona, I'm sorry you're feeling so bad, but good for you for getting to the hospital and taking care of yourself. Try to relax and let the professionals help you to feel better.

ALinNS

First off I feel for you been there and bought the T short so to speak. Hang in there and stay there, this event memory may help you in the future to never drink again. Wishing you the very best, withdraw can be life threatening, stay and get the help you need, we are all behind you and with you virtually.

Jsbodhi

Thinking of you xoxo
Good for you for going (((( hug))))

Carlotta

I pray you stay and get some much needed help
I know waiting can suck but today you have an opportunity to reset your life. Grab it

ulfr

wanting to hurt yourself is something i can understand drunk and sober
With shakes and all
STAY THERE
I know there some thoughts that tell you to leave dont listen to them
you need help and care
please let the drs and nurses help you

please stay safe

Gonnachange

Stay where you are, get the help you need, and be safe!

SoberLeigh

I am glad that you are seeking medical attention, Vona.

Please stay in emergency until the medical staff sees you; they will be able to help you.

Hang in, Vona.