22 Days - Exhausted and emotional
Member
Thread Starter
Join Date: Jul 2015
Location: Sydney
Posts: 88
22 Days - Exhausted and emotional
Hey guys ,
Day 22 here! YAY…I finally have admitted and accepted the fact hat I am an addict..
The feelings are coming back everyday I am learning and discovering and uncovering a feeling and aspect about myself..Recovery is bitter sweet..
I am so so exhausted, mentally and physically. I am in school, I work and I attend meetings every night pretty much.
Today I want to just take the day and relax in the sun by myself. I want to isolate myself for the day but not because I want to be alone but because I am comfortable with my one thoughts and want to enjoy the quite time! There is a first for eerything.!! This is going to be a much for me I think from now on.. i need to recharge my thoughts and emotions.
What did everyone else enjoy that they still love to do?
I never thought I would be happy without a beer in my hand .. but its a great feeling. Real feelings are scary but awesome
Day 22 here! YAY…I finally have admitted and accepted the fact hat I am an addict..
The feelings are coming back everyday I am learning and discovering and uncovering a feeling and aspect about myself..Recovery is bitter sweet..
I am so so exhausted, mentally and physically. I am in school, I work and I attend meetings every night pretty much.
Today I want to just take the day and relax in the sun by myself. I want to isolate myself for the day but not because I want to be alone but because I am comfortable with my one thoughts and want to enjoy the quite time! There is a first for eerything.!! This is going to be a much for me I think from now on.. i need to recharge my thoughts and emotions.
What did everyone else enjoy that they still love to do?
I never thought I would be happy without a beer in my hand .. but its a great feeling. Real feelings are scary but awesome
Mary, 22 days is fantastic!
I found that it was important to spend quiet time with myself in early recovery and I still do. I am not someone who can be 'on the go' endlessly. In fact, being too busy was part of what led me to drinking.
I found that it was important to spend quiet time with myself in early recovery and I still do. I am not someone who can be 'on the go' endlessly. In fact, being too busy was part of what led me to drinking.
Member
Thread Starter
Join Date: Jul 2015
Location: Sydney
Posts: 88
Your right! I don't want to isolate myself but it is healthy to spend time alone now that it isn't out of self pity and hangovers.. its because I aurally need to recharge! Perhaps Ill make Sunday my me day!
Currently Active Users Viewing this Thread: 1 (0 members and 1 guests)