Dream made me proud
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Dream made me proud
I forgot to post about my dream the other night. I've had some dreams during my sobriety that I drank and it felt real and I was upset with myself, and the other night here we go again, or so I thought. The dream involved me seeing some friends and people I haven't seen for awhile and everyone said lets celebrate because I returned so everyone poured a shot. I was handed one and I was thinking no, I can't drink hard alcohol because drinking that was what got me into this mess. So I was given a beer and they said you can drink that instead. However, I looked around and thought, you kno what .. I don't drink anymore. You guys drink for me. I put the beer down and walked away. Even tho it was a dream, I was very happy to have refused a drink in it as opposed to my usual drinking in them. Thanks for reading !
I still occasionally have dreams where I drink, but when I do I always feel conflicted and remorseful in the dream. And of course, I'm relieved when I wake and find I'm sober!
The Beast is crafty! My waking mind is too much for him so he tries to sweet talky my sleeping brain. No dice, though.
The Beast is crafty! My waking mind is too much for him so he tries to sweet talky my sleeping brain. No dice, though.
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